C h a m o m i l e

2012-02-10T08:41:00.000-08:00

There's no place I can really shout out right now. I wish there is someone I can talk to and willing to listen to me.

Somehow it seem so difficult to even find a close friend to talk about anything you want and give constructive advise.

Job selection is just getting messed up, thing just doesn't goes as I want.
Job offer is getting shitty, and I'm still hoping that some miracle going to happen between another 2 more company so that I can finally secure my job in the future.

I not looking at any position or career advance right now, but the pay and benefit they offer. Just to be realistic, I need a job just to continue my life and my living. Period.

End of my confession.
I wish he somehow is here to hold me in his arm to listen to me carefully, and kiss me on my forehead and tell me good advise. I miss you bad

btw..i'm just a girl

2011-08-11T07:34:00.000-07:00

I feel i'm worthless ..

2011-05-12T09:47:00.000-07:00

Need to find back my bubbly self.. =)

Period.

Strange feeling hit again..

2011-05-10T08:17:00.000-07:00

Writing a post in blog spot or any other blog website, probably one of the way of expressing your inner feeling, which is the feeling that is so hard to express and describe to other people..

I post an entry once in a while when, I think I got the words to put it in here..

So nonetheless..the feeling just hit me again. There so much mixed feeling inside me..sometime I feeel, wake up and get my ass to work, and work harder and harder..and get paid at the end of the month..which is the life I can't avoid at all. I can do the same routine everyday..I can tell the same story to other people or new people I met everyday. I call this boring routine work life - The reality..

Sometime I felt, I should against the whole thing! I need to express myself from head to toe, inside out, I need to tell them who the boss now! Working in this city is not an easy task at all, trust me when you dealing with such much races country..you will see lots of faces , personalities, characteristic in this societies. Where this more than enough to make you sick..I always thought and tell myself to calm down ...calm down...calm down...I tell myself that..the world is beautiful..world is so much to get mad and angry of this tiny little human in the city..

Back to reality again, I can't avoid it to deal with people that they close their mind and work so serious. I'm a fun and easy going person when it come to work..I think work can be so much fun..but oh well too bad..- The reality...

Maybe I should open up myself to the world, I love to meet new people, talk to people, experience the world, exposed myself to different culture, Although I already have one completely different culture boyfriend, but I'm really looking forward to know his country more..

I always failed to get social with my friend due to laziness..!!! Maybe I should keep up my pace again.. I do not want to lock myself under the deep down well like the frog.. only looking at the small part of the world.

Life is all about everything that make possibilities, Life is all about how you going to make yourself more happy than who you are right now, Life is all about how you make it so much more beautiful, Life is all about how you share the joy and happiness with others, Life don't just stop here like it or not, Life is about YOU!

..Would like to update here more whenever I got the words again, but words don't just stop here, because it always run in our head..

p/s: some people might don't even get what you trying to say sometime because most probably when the word run into their head it become different meaning/definition.. There are not stupid/dumb, our brain just run different.

Wandaring

2011-03-28T06:21:00.002-07:00

Love to look at blossom flower..
It's make me feel good.. Do you love these blossom as much as I do?

I already missing you..from all of my heart..I wish to spend more time with you.
I might not know how to talk, react from time to time..but I hope I'm still the one that you love always..

I will always be right here waiting for you, whenever you need me..I will be there for you.

Perfection

2010-12-19T04:54:00.000-08:00

I got this peeeerfect dress for my up coming event from A|X ..

I finally found something that similar to Herve Leger well known The Bandage Dress!

I've been look for this kind of dressed since ages! Herve Leger is wayyy too expensive for someone like to me buy it! A 6k dress? hell no! if only im that rich, then maybe yes!

and behold, my lovely bandage dress and it's worth for money! ;) thnx baby.

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I always look for perfection, but unfortunately, perfection doesn't come to me..at all..

There's so much to tell and confess inside me, but, there no where I can confess and express it out the way I want..not even here!

For you

2010-11-17T07:05:00.000-08:00

Baby..

I want to tell you that I love you more than anything in this world.

I want to tell you that I need you more than anything in this world.

Without you, there would be no me, there would be no happiness, there would be no life, there would be no light.

Without you, my world will be dark forever.

Thanks for coming to my life...

And thanks for loving me and keep me strong whenever I'm weak..

Let's start all over again

2010-10-11T08:32:00.000-07:00

When things goes wrong..
We probably give up!..I say it...i give up....

But when you know you want and need someone in your life so bad...how can you give up and walk away just like that? like you never love this person before?
Where's your heart?

And the solution is...let's start over again, let's try for another time to fall in love for the first time with this man..feel his hug strong and powerful..use your heart to feel his heart just beat for you..

We turn things around to the good way..take it easy and let's start all over again...

We only blessed for one life to love someone..

We don't get a chance to love the same person in next life..remember this..
We'll all forget who we loved, who we met in this life..Family, Friends, Lover...

I hope Forever do exist...

When things turn around

2010-10-10T06:16:00.000-07:00

Every single individual is unique,
they have their own thought, feeling, personalities, so on and on...
To make someone feel exactly how you feel, happy, sad..so on...is like 99.9% impossible..
or maybe 0.01% possibility, that just because that person is having the same genes as you! almost..

And you wish sometime some particular things happen, he will stand right on your spot and think how you feel...

But YET..did you ever think he wanted you to feel and think just like him at that moment?
Contradict hey? very much indeed.

I'm right on this very moment now.
That why I never win in any argument with anybody. Because I always think out of my own feeling and thought..

The little voice

2010-09-17T08:03:00.000-07:00

Who can i talk to when i need someone to listen and understand me..?

Just right deep down..

Someone..who care and pour love without a word..

Money

2010-08-26T09:10:00.000-07:00

What the first thing you'll do when you check your saving account and boooom, 1mil USD in the bank...(riiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttteeeeeeee)...just a great assumption and imagination..

What I will do is...give half of the money to my parents...that first..
Second..I would buy a houses, carss
Third.. check how much i left..and quit my job..
Forth...buy few luxury stuff at least..and one to soul mate as I promise..
Fifth...travel whole family to holiday..

If only someone bank in wrongly in to my account... :)

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It seem so hard for me..
I'm trying so hard ...

Rainbow after the rain

2010-07-24T07:57:00.000-07:00

I got tonnes of stuff to put in this post today, so let me be..this my journal to be exact.

Have you ever feel this way before? ..Last week, I get so mad, frustrated, stressed, almost all the shitty thing happen on me for few days...I try to look at my life, what did I archived so far...I can't give the answer to myself.

Once, when I'm still in college, I thought to myself that maybe one day I become very successful logistician/economies..I guess i was wrong..It never been easy at work at all, and I realize that I'm not as good as others..

One things I hate the most about work environment is that , everything have to be so challenging and competitive, and all the human around you love to judge, compare .. and they want you to have the exact same vision at work, or even same life perspective with them, as a workaholic..why?!

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I love my job, i love my company..
But I'm definitely having hard time at work dealing with some human, but I'm trying to fit into it and take it as my own challenge. I'm not trying to be as good as others but, at least I'm not quit my job when there problem exist.

On Thursday evening, there's a thunderstorm. Strong wind, very heavy rain while I'm my way back home from the office.

Most of the cars start pulling off and stop beside the highway..because is really hard to drive with that kind of situation and I barely saw what in front of me besides the whole lots of water pouring on the windscreen.

I did have a thought of pulling off too, but I think myself, lets give a shot, and try to focus on the light from the front car.

After I drove 5km, the rain get better...and the rain actually inspired me, something i can relate to..

When face trouble in your life (The heavy rain), don't give up (don't pull off even is dangerous), although I don't know what going to happen next( take risk, even I can't even tell where the road)..go ahead and give a try..don't give up on the problem, and let work it even if it's gonna end up in bad way...I know i do my best and i give as much effort.

this is similar on what i saw on the screen while I'm driving that day.( I Google the picture)

Rainbow after the rain, I guess just forgot how it feel like..but I'm feeling it all over again..

Life wasn't easy but I learned that Life is so beautiful..and I find its too short to live with people that you love and care..

I learned to view it another side..and I feel good with it.

so what you learned ? mind to share?

Parents

2010-04-29T07:09:00.000-07:00

I love my parents,
and I know they love me as much as I do.
Somehow we party wouldn't know how to confess much about it.

I love to talk to them whenever I can.
But maybe I wasn't good in talk or not good to start a conversation with someone.
I always failed to make them laugh on what I say.
On the other hand, they probably laugh and happy talking with both of my brothers..whatever my brothers talk about, they pay attention and show interest in it...

I feel left out somehow...very...
I'm already used to this..since long time...but it will never felt any better..

I wonder how to tell them I love and care about them alot,
despite all of this things happen..they are my beloved mum and dad..
They love me alot, just showing me different way and care about me different.

God bless My mum and dad, for a healthy good life.

Pursuit of Our own HappYness

2010-03-01T05:52:00.000-08:00

It been a while,
Sometime I will wonder how people keep updating their own blog, putting in every thought in their own blog.

I guess finally I got the answer,
Everyone have their own life, their own story, their very own happiness in their life.
So as I, sometime, we'll wondering why are people become a workaholic, work from day til night? - this is thier life, the life they choose , and the way that make them happy, where they found success and satisfactions in it.

Etc , Etc, Etc....Etc...any story you can think about. this is their life. World of our own :)

Nothing is forever. nothing. Even at the moment, it just last for a while. and then...*poof* gone.
I need to learn how to appreciate and cherish each of everyone around me, I only have them once in this life. but I'm bit greedy, I hope god give mercy ...send them back to me next life.

We need to live this life to the max!

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I might doubt and even suspect my own boyfriend being disloyalty....but the fact is I actually create my own imagination lately! which is very sick of having this kind of feeling, making me tired, fatigue!!!

until today, I'm awake! he being so nice and so patience with me. even I nagged keep annoy him, he just be there and patience, just to make me feel better. *L o v e y o u*

I guess after all, it's really doesn't matter how long you dating each other.
as long as he still with me, there where i found love..

I need to keep my word =)
Pursuit of Happyness.

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2010-02-16T09:30:00.001-08:00

Broken heart.

How much you actually aware and understand?

2010-02-10T05:47:00.000-08:00

This going to be a very confusing post.
I mean, very confuse .

Just asking myself, how much does others people realize and aware what you've done ?
what've you been telling them, the word, how much they absorb and take it seriously and knowing that you mean every single word? I hope whoever reading, get what i just put it down.

Example, when you say I'm sorry, how much do you understand the word, Sorry ! think again.
here another, when you tell someone " I love you " ..how much you mean it? can you actually feel it come out from your heart..? you it just any other word.

How much you understand the word, Appreciate... take a moment and think how much you appreciate people that you loved around you, think again...what've you done that you make them feel you truly appreciate their Appearance in you life..

Try to take sometime in your busy day, to at least send a text or give a call, make them feel you think about them or at least he/she know he cross your mind for a minute. that you actually care about them, make someone feel important, just like you want other do it to you. . just a fact.. that we might neglect and not aware about it..

Imysm <3

Life is too short

2010-01-23T19:05:00.000-08:00

50 year to be in love with someone..is really to short.
where the forever gone to..?

50 years to appreciate and be together with someone you love, is too short,
where the forever gone to ..?

50 years down the road, is wasted that both didn't realise how short is the 50 year is or even less.

tell myself, i had the best with me, just for me,
cherish and appreciate him and hope for the next 50 year will still be him.

50 years..just too short.
Minus 2 = 48 years to go..
numbers is scary, anything involve with numbers...scary.
time, money, age...which one you fear the most.

will he be reading this..
God know.

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2009-12-20T23:57:00.000-08:00

I never thought that so hard to be apart..
being so far from you..=(
Couldn't reach you as I want or used to be..

Miss you so much already..

Counting down for another 14 days,
It seem like forever now..

On this joyous festive season...you not with me like year before..:(
trying so hard to keep myself occupied..but it seem , there something missing.
Thing that missing is you , who not around to share and be with me ..

Called once a day from you seem not enough for me...=(
miss you dearly...

2 is better 1...

2009-11-28T08:16:00.001-08:00

Previous entry is a little embarrassed.. :)
But from my previous entry..i truly know that I wasn't alone..and there always someone ready to be there for me..=) thanks guys..you know who you are..you so sweet..

Current life was playing not bad tone..:)
After quit Samsung ..I felt so much better..and again, like mum say..i much happier now when I back from work from the present new co. =D

I guess after all it wasn't a bad move.

Things to update:

Good new! Going to Singapore for training soon! :)
Excited yet bit nervous...not sure if i can meet the expectation of my manager..!

The boyfriend going back to his country for 3week holiday :(
Please come back soon...I'm gonna miss you ..:(

I'm on my Diet plan...For real this time...and soulmate getting so sick about me..LOL!
Is wasn't easy to on healthy diet plan, when come to food lover like me..
And i resist to take any pill and all kind of thing..healthy first!
Tablet and all that probably gonna ruined your health when u getting old..i did not wan to suffer my older year..

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Favorite song of the day :

[Heart] Taylor Swift, her song bring a lots memories to us. Her song and our love..grow together..

Especially for you baby..=)
Going to miss you bad, when you not around me...

Some picture update..!
Hardly take any picture lately..

None...

2009-10-23T09:36:00.000-07:00

Sometime i thought i'm fine..
Normal..i got lots of friend...

But when come to this kind of situation..i feel like
I find nobody around me...
When i'm not happy..i don't have anyone to tell and talk to..
It seem like i want to find them talk and listen to me...
but i guess i know what kind of answer they gonna give me..

so i decide don't tell anyone..and keep it myself..
And i thought there's always someone special..would listen..
Even i sad or emotional without a reason..

it felt so depress ...when...there's no one...
i can't find anyone to..stay beside me and..comfort...

I feel so lonely..all of sudden...its so scary...

Contradiction

2009-09-10T18:49:00.000-07:00

I'm will tell you exactly why would I feel this way.

Case 1 :

Most of you driving in Malaysia / KL ,
you probably can't live without one , that my conclude.
And you probably experiencing of this conflict and anger from a MOTORCYCLIST.
They are everywhere in malaysia no doubt, and u know you cant mess with them, once u in accident with them, first one to be blame is you who in a car instead of them in a small vehicle.

Why am i putting this entry, because this morning, I get Pissed off of this motorcycle..
I was driving on a emergency lane, ( and I know I shouldn't..) but is jam along the way of Taman desa heading to Federal highway,( tell me about it ) ..and im late! Fine, i drove to the emergency lane so i can go faster just like any other car. So driving all the way down, they few motorcycle give me horn? WTF??? WHy horn me?? there no sign or whatever shit showing " only motocycle " ..Fucking pissed me off, okay! you get the point...ok..! Is just that they horn me because i'm bloody blocking their way ..huhhhhh?! make sense not? cibai...

And somehow , sometime you will see some motorcycle driving on middle of the highway , slowing down other car, and we have to cut them...pissed off ok! they can basically drive on the most left lane please! so inconsiderate!

Somemore some idiot just riding here and there on the highway when there is so many car on the highway, because of them every car have to brake and slow down..! that how the jam causing..and i really hate motorcycle!!!

Case 2 :

In case, you didn't know, i came from a ' just okay' background family, ... and i wish and pray my dad will get alot business all the time...and guess what, some of you may not know...but i'm telling you this..my dad is in manufacture industry..of Helmets! HAHAHAHAHAHA

So do you see this 2 case how contractic? ? I hate there no motorcycle, but I pray and hope my dad have good business.....

Tell me about it..i will start try to love motorcyclist.
I'll try take it easy on them...=_+"

Decision made

2009-08-26T22:02:00.000-07:00

Refer back all my entry...is all about should or shouldn't making any move on my current job.
And f-i-n-a-l-l-y , decision make.

I make up my mind, and i decide to leave for good :)
The feeling wasn't as great... after all i stay in this Company for like say 10 months...it wasn't long enough but...wasn't short ...at all

I'm happy to leave because new company definatly paying me better compare to now. I wouldn't have any second thought...

I felt i never been working / staying long in an organization.
Which i felt pretty bad on that..

I feel sorry and disappointed my both manager , Aram and fung fung...my 2 immediate manager.
They very kind , nice , and help me alot...I don't even know how to pass the resignation letter to them yesterday ..and yes my heart beat almost hit 200 per second hahahahaha..

Is done now, and I feel bad and sorry for decision I make to them..
Is wasn't the right time at all..
but..is going to be over very soon..

And hope for the best for new company :)
Excited much? Nope! but worry if is going to be the same condition..HAHAHA!

I Looking forward to the new org. now :)
Definately new enviroment and new thing..but hope it going to be okay..

I want To party ...and dance/Drink my night away!!!!!!!!!!!
This weekend have to make it Happen!!!!!!
Darling shall we?!

God bless

Hope

2009-08-06T06:41:00.000-07:00

Life been miserable much lately.

Please do not stop checking if i updating or not.
Sometime i hate my job, sometime i love my job,
Sometime i think he love me , sometime i don't,
Sometime i think i can do it, sometime i just giving up,
Sometime...you name it..im a very confuse person,

There friend of mine saying, I'm using 2 side of my brain left and right to make decision, which is logic and creative...er..not sure..but I can say that very confuse..

i know myself, and there another one understand and know me alot too...this person will remain disclosed =)

Hoping for the best of my career, and I hope I'm getting it.

God bless !

Away and back

2009-07-16T06:58:00.000-07:00

I been neglect this for a while..

Coz i'm lazy...very very very lazy.
and very very very busy...

Yay , thing to update is..i watch Transformer..and guess what..Shia Labeouf is still HOT!!!
I did not lie...Im obsessed with him since long time!
Whatever you call him nerd or geek..accept it people! he is hoT!

I should stop..the boyfriend goin to kill me right now. :p

My life is boring..nothing much to update, no picture no nothing!
OH! i attend Grace wedding and i did not took any photo ...at all!

but i able to steal one picture of Us in the wedding reception :)

stolen from the groom facebook...
and I guess I'm getting another 5 kg on my body agian...sigh! When i will ever ever ever thinner a little? like ...sayy....i blame on the food..i just can't resist :(

Help..!

My work life even boring, do not wan't to talk about it!
But i'm happy with my life with my baby :) he's getting sweeter...and our love never stop growing, and building up..

Is July..and time flies...I miss college life :)

Reach as far as I can

2009-06-12T07:39:00.000-07:00

Receive this postcard few day ago,
I never suprise getting mail from MNG, I normally receive a lot mail from them, and I'm ain't big fan of them..weird..

Anyway what caught my attention from this postcard is, it say I'm invited for their VIP's Sale Preview..i wonder what kind of sale that able to get preview..maybe you able to get some first buy on nice goodies on cheap price..my guess...

They put it " VIP " make you feel so important or special chosen.hahaha..and when you there you gonna end up pack with bunch of aunties..

So it also say i able to bring 2 friend with me ..on Wednesday 1pm-10pm , I'm working plus i don't have money..so i give up to go have a look..

And the MOST funny thing and caught my attention the most...is this..

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Ok , apparently they send to the right address, yes, that my address, no number mistake or anything..that is excatly my house address...but why the hell it read ..C-i-n-d-y-e T-e-o l-e-e Y-o-o-n-g........Is nothing close with Ra-Chel Che-ah...WTF yeh... Until now i can't get over it!!! hahahha..

*Yay is weekend agian, and i hope i'm going to see him, been busy at work agian, never stop...wonder if I able to reach further in this company...I wouldn't know anymore , i'm confuse much..

** listen to david archuleta - touch my hand (Y)(Y)(Y)

Flaming June

2009-06-07T06:50:00.000-07:00

Yup, is flaming June, what can I say, is bloody hot everyday, and i'm roasted like a chicken..
picture coming up! Lol!..so much to update, lets start with my work, working in warehouse never been more fun, last week we had stock count day for my company...

well, imagine get cook under a big oven..i friggin' sweat like crazy my goodness...here some picture i took!

If you know where this place, then, you can pay visit and grad something home :p , the biggest thing can be fridge or washer, smaller thing would be toner, your favourite thing will be LCD/LED...suit your self people..

took at 2 floor high, eh is very scary ok..I might fell down from there and break my leg or something..but is fun..hahahaha
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Move on to my days catching up with soulmate , friends and even cousin..

Click to enlarge peeps..

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My dad is always my hero...* embarrasing *..sorry dad! always bother you with my problem..Thanks daddy..:D

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Is Us..=)..
In case you didn't know that, this sweet guy, done a lot thing to me, that every girl could ask for..=) ..

I will miss the day i spending so much time with you..looking forward to next time, shall we ?
*marked * 15th month..

and this all from Chef Bob :p...you good chef yeh, thanks for the food!
Even we all can't finish eveyrthing...*Burrpp*

Lazy type so much, let's the picture do the job :)
bye !

Quick Lunch

2009-05-18T07:45:00.000-07:00

Guess who drop by at my work place and had quick lunch with me today..

like super quick lunch, grab eat and go..

Is the boyfriend and the bob..bob shave his head..lol!

We had subway! boyfriend favorite!

I wasn't have much time update lately, busy at work, i mean extremely busy...and i had the most lazy sunday lately.

and i bought a new phone, FINALLY! ok is not latest news but just wanna share. like after how many year...I deserve it ! but I miss my 6680.... =(

i had this n85, this is how the front camera look like...wasnt as good as my 6680 T___T

but the picture above took by the main camera with 5mp..which is a pro camera.. luv it..

Ok nothing to update besides more daily routine work life..SIGH..!
Bear with my fat face..let me be!

2009-05-04T08:01:00.000-07:00

Is the boyfriend Birthday.

But probably my saddest , most stressful day ...I can't even express how it feel like anymore, i'm numb, couldn't tell him how I feel,
Is his birthday, didn't want to mess up his birthday.

To a point I can't even describe how i feel now.needed someone to talk to..

Back from the most relaxing trip with the boyfriend, and guess what. the island is still the same old island I been since 10 year ago :)
Is all just like a dream. and then back to the hell..

Call up andrew for solution, close friend of mine, always be there whenever I need help and felt depressed.

Don't know what else I can talk a bout, lastly..

I miss you Mr.Sim,
I miss you Bella ,
I miss you soulmate,

I'm missing you baby...

HAPPY Birthday Darling Baby...

Time to sleep, back to reality again tomorrow.

God Bless!
xoxo

Gateway

2009-04-23T05:38:00.000-07:00

Quick update:

I can't believe this is happening but guess what, :)

I and the boyfriend going to have a gateway to an island ( where? ) When i'm back I show u this sandy white beach :)

After more than 7 year or more than that...Finally I'm going there again.. thanks baby!

Can't wait for it...Ok, back to my packing, since tomorrow I still has to work tomorrow -__-"

Ok..'till then everyone, God bless for the Great weekend :) YAYY!! can't you see how excited is this?? hahaha..sorry peaps :p

Here we come .............:D hope this holiday Stay FOREVER!!!! T__T

Dedicate to you

2009-04-18T21:05:00.001-07:00

You know who you are =)

A small dedicate for you..

(Credit picture to post secret)
Coz you've been trying hard to make me happy,giving me the best. ♥

How your weekend?

2009-04-18T09:04:00.000-07:00

Is weekend ladies and gentlemen,
Which is a Fine and Hot sunny Saturday waiting ahead. Imagine I was wearing a black satin made dress..................... is F * hot ok! wrong choice! blame the boyfriend. -_-"

ok lots of picture ahead...:D because i'm in a good mood to snap picture.

before that I got something beautiful to show you all....Tadaa...
Is Orchid ! two type of them after a long wait for like 2 years? I'm sure orchid is not easy to grow. That what i been told....anyway..Dad told me they probably can last for 2 month or so....so I snap this..look how beautiful they are? :)

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Ok..back to my weekend with the boyfriend...apparently we shop around in Lot10 and looking for best swimsuit for myself for the trip ( counting down for 6 days to go..)...and we found it but i didn't get my paid yet so.....hope it still there for me when my return. =)

We went to grocery shop for snack!
And I learn that guy can be Choosy & confuse on chocolate at a time.

and while he choosing his chocolate, I'm at the Snack bar.....

And look what I found

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Is Bloody Smith Chipssssssssss..!!! Ah Thanks Lord!! Finally here in KL?!! How I've dreaming!! Mr.SIM! I no longer need you! I know you reading This!!! hahahhah ok I sound a bit crazy here but really..this chips is..t-h-e b-e-s-t

Hello mr.smith, Goodbye mr.sim , I no longer need you help me get it. I dump you now.

Then we make a move to Pavilion..is quite a long walk, coz we normally don't shop in Lot 10 though.

We are a boring couple doing boring thing every weekend, we only go pavilion! We ain't Rich...but they have the most convenience spot in the city. Parking no Jam, Leaving the mall no jam...happy!

Ever since I start shop in Bangsar, I'm just in love with those shoplots, the latest love would be Khai Boutique, trust me you will not expect what you walk out from there..the dresses is incredible nice. which I read some Bad review on them bout selling fake branded, who the hell care, as long as they bring you good stuff.

=) love him more when he do shopping =p

Ok..our day is basically shop, and movie ( Fast and Furious 4)
After watching Fast and furious, I got question in my head, Why the heck they choose Subaru Impreza WRX as their last race car??!, That just ugly and weird!

End of our day..Perhaps...I should upload my own picture...

Last but not least, Counting down for another t-h-e b-e-s-t , Shall we ? (*'ー'*)ふふっ♪

Our " Mata" got new car

2009-03-26T06:26:00.000-07:00

I wasn't Ready to make entry today..
but i read this on newspaper and caught my attention on it..
which i guess is very interesting and funny at the same time. . . for me.

Our mata going to use this Mitsubishi evolution X as our nation patrol car. （ﾟ〇ﾟ；）?? exactly!

So our " mata" will have a faster patrol car to chase other car....lol! So now they can drive faster. block you anytime.. make sense
As info there only have like 10 unit or something..which is crap. I was though the whole klang valley change to this..then it will be more interesting. But why don't they choose Subaru WRX ? =D if they really do.................................

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" wei 'bang...boleh tumpang tak?"

Confession of a...

2009-03-24T06:36:00.000-07:00

And here am i agian...=)

ooohoo..I bought a Shu uemura painting eyeliner/gel eyeliner =)
Favorite buy! and I guess I'm the first buyer in malaysia ? =p..or possibly second..or third..and that not even important...

What important is..I love this eyeliner =)
Ok, I think i just become a fanatic of shu uemura....
anyway.. just a less than 2month...I have this.

Favorite buy of the day! sorry for the bad camera.

=)

Like i say..im happy what i spend =)

Looking forward to my trip to an island...stay tune!

Late update

2009-03-16T05:38:00.000-07:00

Today was a good day...until I met 2 fugly malay woman again..and ruin it. sigh..why must always them!! no offense to any of my malay friend. just those woman i met is just malay..I'm not racist! even chinese woman pissed me off in the morning.

Anyway, i don't wish to get so much hate and angry stuff anymore. I let God punish them muahahahahah!

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About my lovely Valentine's day =) It was lovely...I never knew boyfriend would just surprise me .. Sorry i didn't took any picture coz i totally shock..like Shock till I dunno what I'm suppose to do next or how i suppose react or express. like Shocking...totally surprise.

I only have my word to describe the whole thing, no picture..coz I totally forget bout it..

maybe i should re-take the picture of that day..such as like this..

When i jump into the car..Say hi to Boyfriend..exchange present...He got my present which is some cool bag..n he got me this for my valentine's present..I was tot that it..like I'm happy what he got for me, coz is a couple moo moo..cute enough..

It suppose to have couple moo moo inside but i put them with me in the office already.

and all the way we was laughing and talking and bla bla bla...heading to Delicious at Duo residency! In case u didn't know..open quite a while and i been there quite a lot of time, until staff there could just simply recognize us!! not joking! they know which seat we going to choose!

Ok back to topic...when we walk into DELIcious, i sense something awkward, like very ..and i just ignore my feeling until the waitress lead us to our seat that the boyfriend reserve..=) and suprise come..like i say Shock...Shock....i mean =O..altho i didn't make that face out...but =O..suprise...i saw a pink bear sitting thr with flower..fine!.I didn't take picture................to add some imagination to you guys..this is how it look like...

Yes..this is excatly how it look like, the bear sitting himself alone in the restaurant waiting for my arrival. hahaha ( differences of this picture and that day will be just the location and the chair! )

ok It maybe look small for you all, but is Big bear for me coz my bed can't fit another big bear like this anymore..I know! bear can just simply make me happy!
I mean..when u have less expectation , you suprise yourself more. I did not expect he would buy this for me...all the while i tot the couple moo moo is just my valentines day present, sure come with roses and card. I know i talk too much but, guess what i really suprise and happy on what he did =) thanks baby.

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Our Happy 12th month =)
nothing much seriously, we have a fantastic start!
He came pick me up and then his car stop for no reason, end up couldn't move and stop by road side. and causes 5 car accident just right behind us..sure we didn't involved but yeh..most of you know the detail..ok so let move on...after 3 great hour the car is fixed and we happy heading to DELIcious again~~~

We eat happily ...and same seat...happy waiter slash waitress...what else...ermm. that all i didn't get him anything coz i'm very broke...lol shamless!

Happyness~ ♥

I'm done with this..till then can't wait to sleep now..!

Black wednesday

2009-03-04T21:28:00.000-08:00

I know, stop asking me why am i not update,
When u come to a point of busy, or super ultra busy.
I work on saturday, and monday till 9pm..good thing is I got paid for it.. =D which is all worth it.
Mean I can buy myself a luxury compact powder.

I finally pamper myself for Shu uemura Foundation set. =)
Is good quality, worth for money. I guess i can use for a year or more for this whole set..so is WORTH IT ok..!
Come to Compact power/2-way-cake ...i'm still doing survey on it! Refer from grace ..she say Dior is good my mum using Chanel..she say is good too. and finaly..i saw some M.A.C...ummph they release a Hello Kitty Edition..

Hrmm....

Hrmm...

There is whole lot more..just I simply paste whatever it look like..
I love Hello Kitty, just when come to Mac with Hello Kitty....for me just "tak glam " lol..
Maybe just me or what...Glam meh? is look nice ..just maybe just me lar..I think i love to see but not buying it. Before I was using Faceshop , after work upgrade de ok, must love and pamper myself. <-- excuses!

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Ok ..bout black Wednesday...is just black for me. I mean Bad black!
Work stuffed up..politic omg hate it.I never involved trust me, but I i got bad temper on how people treat me. I'll pay back..soon!

Everything on yesterday just goes wrong. work the boyfriend, and yay someone hack my bloody facebook slash hotmail. WTF who on this earth want to do that to me? i don't wan to further it just pissing me off.

and then the Dumbest train in the whole wide world KTM, got delay from 6pm til 740pm...I was lucky, I left office at 7pm...so i wait 40min..which is..still BAD ok WTF KTM..!!!!! AHHHHH

Will update My v'day with the Mr.Albayaty <-- :D love love
Till then, and I still on fire on the black wednesday ..Shit!

2009-02-11T07:32:00.000-08:00

I always dream when i open my eye,
I see you sleep right beside me or right in front of me,
I hope to see you smile and feel good whenever you with me..
I hope we wasn't argue much like these day...
and live happily ever

but life wasn't that perfect sometime..
things change often and fast..
time passes...and everyone change ..
I couldn't recognize myself anymore..

My hand start shaking, heart beating very fast..
Im scare of losing you, I even scare that one day you stop love me when everything become angry and hate much..

My confession of my heart...
I wasn't that hard to please..
You can read my mind...
I easy to be happy whenever I see your face and your sweet talk..
nice and soft...

Maybe I'm deserve everything nice from you..
I love you..
always..and forever..

2009-02-03T05:08:00.000-08:00

Good morning beautiful how was your night
Mine was wonderful with you by my side
And when I opened my eyes and see your sweet face
Its a good morning beautiful day

I couldn't see the light
I didn't know day from night
I had no reason to care
since you came along
I can face the dawn
Cause I know you'll be there

Good morning beautiful how was your night
Mine was wonderful with you by my side
And when I opened my eyes and see your sweet face
Its a good morning beautiful day

I never worry if it's raining outside
Cause in here with you girl the sun always shines

Good morning beautiful how was your night
Mine was wonderful with you by my side
And when I opened my eyes and see your sweet face
Its a good morning beautiful day

Flash Back

2009-01-30T04:12:00.000-08:00

Alright boys and girls...
Guess what sudden hit me few days back...

I miss my old phone so much..T_T
I mean..few of them..here...

My first phone was back in 2002
Around that..which is my friend bought me this Nokia 2100 as my present!
The housing of the phone actually quite transparency I had the green one and the pink housing last time..original is come with pink..I think!

Next! then my parents bought me this Panasonic G51 in 2003?
Is a mini phone with mini keypad! like super mini! actually this is my favourite phone, coz is very tiny! lol and is from my parents :) lol...and between that time I use this phone call Nokia N-gage the very first generation of N-gage! Well i guess is a boy phone after all

And then my friend bought me this Motorola V690,

In titanium colour, which I use it for a while..until is can't flip anymore, and mum decide to buy me this new phone Nokia 6680, which is the one I'm using now since Oct 2005 ! Woah how long is that? :p and still good!

Well before i use this all actually i was using my mum phone nokia 3210! classic man...lol
heavy enough to kill someone. I guss my dad use to have Ericsson phone (current sony ericsson), my dad use to have nice ericsson phone light and small, and before that was something like a motorola, my dad never use nokia in his life for some reason lol.

Oh look what I found! haha ok la, just a box! the phone already trade in, but for the panasonic actually dad give it to someone else last time, long story!!!

Yaya! I know ! Most of my phone my friend buy for me, I dunno why! lol
There story behind all this phone, lots of memories... why i choose the V690..story lies behind! the panasonic n this motorola bring me back to good memories. those silly thing I done and my college life T________T i miss it so much! bring me back to Ucsi! tho is suck! lol

sad post! you can ignore it

2009-01-16T17:24:00.000-08:00

When u make someone happy, they will remember just that moment.
when u make someone upset bout u, and you pretty much screwed up becoz he/she only think how suck u can be and pretty much ripped off all the good/happy thing you have done.

people will never think bout how good are you when u once do bad!
just like once they a say, when they a small black spot on the huge white board, people only will see the black spot, which is on the bad thing on u. people will step you down and boycott you becoz of one mistake you have done.

I'm talking about relationship between a couple, your colleague, between with your friends and so on..any relationship between with human, that what u will get.
I'm not talking bout everyone will be like that, mostly ! they are!
even sad when come to a couple, every move u do you went to the wrong side, the other partner tempted to be a memory lost. lol

sigh anyway i guess u get my point, so yeh, don't do that to anyone beside you, always there second chance, or more chances you can give in!

New Year resolution

2009-01-05T04:34:00.000-08:00

Let's see.......
New Year resolution.......Hrmmmmm..
Everyone was like asking me when is my list out..! sorry, I lie..I wasn't even think about it or prepare to post up ..lol..anyway..before that..

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
wish you all have a fascinating & blessed year 2009 :)

Is not late to greet you all, because is still new year ma wtf! so just take it. :p

Here they are, Rach's New Year's ~~resolutions~~ goals for 2009:

1. Lose ten pounds ( LOL...!!!!!!!!!!)
2. Earn more $ ka-ching!
3. Try start give pocket $ to parents, even earning less ( I'm a good girl ok..deng)
4. Part time study :)
5. Shop more..... LOLLLL

You'll notice I've run the gamut from sacred to profane. That old chestnut, lose weight. Yes, I know, if I put my mind to it I can certainly do that. Perhaps I should try the Diet Cookies. Where can buy ah?

So how I spend my Eve? :D
Is was a Great end for 2008, altho the bad thing happen, for whoever know this, is pretty much my life change for 2008, guess it can be as bad, but know what, God with us. :)
Love how the boyfriend took all the bad memory away for a day. Great gateway :)

I truly hope yours is a good one, with a nice full stop of 2008, and a good start of 2009

me and dad in my cousin wedding on 8th Dec'08 bro and my fellow cousin at the wedding reception

Makeup done by Shu Uemura, pro!me and the boy friend at the wedding

Us, fresh 1st Jan'09

The rest go see facebook la -_-"! i almost upload eveyrthing there, almost which is 80% only, another 20%..private :D.. don't think dirty ok, just thought that wasn't nice to post it up anyway.

Good news is..Simmy is back! ok :D !
miss us together in one picture..:D..

THERE! :D I look like a tard! lol

Happy New Year! Till then

Christmas

2008-12-25T02:48:00.000-08:00

Remember how I spend my last year on Christmas,
Went Church with soulmate, and pizza right after it..
another year, but again, we been improve , we bring own partner to church! Before I head to Church, Have a small talk with Dad, Im glad that God always give me the courage to open up thing talk with my dad , that make me feel good after it. After all is Christmas Day...:)

There is so many to tell and talk about inside me, but don't know where to start and how.
Was just thinking that, the world is beautiful, life is short and human is ugly, do anything you want without care what others. Recently I found myself very emo + bad temper...We need to talk soulmate ! T___T sigh.. It felt like yesterday, all the going out movie shopping, with soulmate and sim..:( why aren't we doing it anymore...I miss both alot!

Ahh..emo again..why! the very once a month is here!
Looking forward to New Year :)
Update soon for the New Year Resolution :p ( I hope when i list it out...i able to do it! )

Till then..
Merry Christmas everyone

Grrr!

2008-12-14T20:51:00.000-08:00

Life recently wasn't that excited,
feel so sleepy, tired, bored everyday!
I'm not seeing soulmate much! :( not seeing sim much too or for ages.
less hanging out with friends! maybe i should get myself back on track again...
But going out have to spend money T_T

Good news is start working in new company,
the bad news is i have to travel myself with ktm ! YES that's definately a nightmare :(
oh well sometime I cheat, i purposely take klia express! I hear u, I'm NOT RICH! just if u suffering in ktm, almost Suffocate ! no joke, im serious. :( ..if anyone taking star Lrt or putra, i'm sure the number of people in ktm is triple times of star and putra . Please understand me, i'm a hygiene freak! I'm not being racist but i think i am , i dunno im so confuse!
But Ktm have triple times foreign worker taking it. WHY! I do not know!
jst hate it so much, when they smell really bad..omg..please i rather pay more to travel. I willing skip my lunch for travel better! U think i'm such a big spender! I'm sure u will choose alternative way like me than suffer yourself in the stupid ktm, small and slow and taking ages to reach a place.

Ahh forgive me! I jst want to shout out for bit.
At last ! STUPID KTM!

My very 90's

2008-11-29T07:55:00.000-08:00

Guys!! Guess what I found! you will praise me and think I'm a genius to found this and still remember!! That day when I was in the boy friend house, he let me listen to some taxi song..hahahahhaah..I was surprise that they use the song again!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA Did I just pull your memories back? Is Dr. Bombay! ok maybe he wasn't that famous...
well I guess mostly probably born year with me, if you did not heard any song I post here, you probably don't turn on your radio or tv on your teen-age. =p

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!WTF!! VENGABOYS .
Man don't ever tell me you miss their song back in those day, come on is so hitz back then, HAHAHAHA watch the video their lyrics is so horny and chic in the video is so sexy. Sound very dodgy isn't it. yikes!

Okay for me is hell funny, do you believe I been listen to this all European music/techno song for a while, that was like so back in 1998? ok please don't stop the music video more coming up! ( I got nothing better today , I browse you tube whole day. )

THE MMMBOP . this is a good one tho, I like this song, I use to think taylor hanson ( the second one) is a girl when I first saw the video HAHAHA

Ok next! Sugar ray, Holy! they so my teen pop too, errr..yeh use to..

Yup! Loveeee this song! Fred drust.... how can I miss this video?! Limp Bizkit !!Keep rollin' rollin' rollin' rollin'. But I more into - Behind Blue Eye!

Can't post too many video here, coz i don't want to, i'm too lazy to copy paste all the video I been watch today. My 90's song list will not be miss:

1. Backstreet boys ( a must !)
2. N'sync ( second must! )
3. Madonna
4. Spice Girl ( how can u ever miss them in our teen pop ? )
5. A1 ( some of you might dunno them cause them, but I do listen to them)
6. Westlife ( all the boy band)

7. Alanis Morissette - Ironic ( she's weird but she got a nice vocal can't be deny, her unplugged is good tho.)

8. Natalie Imbruglia - Torn ( my bro fav' )
9. Ricky Martin ( his most famous one Livin' la Vida Loca , * still remember the cup of life? goal goal goal aleh aleh aleh wtf gay..LOL)
10. Vanilla Ice - Ice Ice Baby ( LOL)
11. Red Hot Chilie Pepper ( I don't like them personally )
12. Will Smith ( how can i miss him?Men in black !! OMG SO F***ING CLASSIC OK!)
13. Cher - believe
14. 911 - ( life end 1999 if not mistake )
15. The Moffats
16. Micheal Learns to Rock
17. Mariah Carey
18. 98 degree ( another boy band)
19. Robbie William
20. Kylie Minogue ( err..this almost near to millinuem time, therefore all the music or video turning into futuristic slash techno slash dance.)
21. Jennifer Lopez ( told you, remember the song Waiting for Tonight? was so year end 1999, millinuem year .)
22. Kid Rock - Only God Know Why
23. Green day
24. Eminem
25. Brandy & Monica - the boy is mine ( hahahah still nice )
26. TLC
27. Bon jovi
28. Aerosmith - I don't want to miss a thing ( all time fav')
29. TuPac - California Love ( too classic to miss this )
30. Matchbox 20
31. Savage Garden
32. Garbage
33. Linkin Park
34. Britney Spear ,Christina Arguilera, Jessica Simpson, Vitamin C ( late 90's )

And more....

Too many artist yet to remember, it make me feel old =(
I guess I am, all this artist with different song bringing back different memories to me ..awww!

I'm happy to become 80's born baby! Enjoying the 90's.. the thing was turning good, this generation was the perfect one, and not to be miss anything of the world. =D we still have fun now.

How did you spend your millinuem year? I still remember me and my brother kawai went to bukit bintang count down there with Ashlee. Haha! all the memory!

Interview

2008-11-20T05:16:00.000-08:00

(￣十￣)ｱｰﾒﾝ･･･
Guess what is this for... (￣十￣) praying for the best...
I've been applying for my new job, YUP!!
I make up my mind and start looking for job for the past 2 week! result wasn't bad at all, a lot of feed back!

And guess what I did not apply any, but the job come to me, :O already went to few interview, gaining more experience on interview, meeting up different people and one of the interview got exam..for one hour..hahahahaha And guess what i did not ready for it. but question wasn't that hard tho.

Anyway, I make decision on one of them, and leave this HP for good! I'm so over this 3month in HP! Counting down 6 more days to go OOooHOOOOooO!!
I know! New company probably won't be this relax, might be no more watching drama, no more play game, no more Youtube, no more MSN, what worse come is can't even use computer! I Know!!!! Sound like I wasn't working at all honeymoon, but what behind you can't see tough work...! Gonna start busy life, as i have actually decided to continue my study. --- as part time! :0) wish me all the best peeps!

I'm so glad that people around me being so supportive during this period * touch* Especially my parents, giving so much advise and support! and another important person...the boyfriend... I couldn't ask for more from him anymore, he the sweetest guy in the world. loll OK maybe for me only OK?! fair enough.. He been giving me so much advise and support, and driving me all the way to Shah Alam early in the morning for interview..

ＤＥＥＰ(* ^^)・^* )ＫＩＳＳ！

Ok! lately My beloved soulmate very into the photoshop thingie, here 2 picture she photoshop it! make me look so pretty! which doesn't look like me at all anymore! Ok lar give her sometime to level up! here the masterpiece hahaha^2

this one definately not rachel, hello chic what ur name?
this one still alright I guess

稻香

2008-11-05T18:14:00.000-08:00

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
(If you have too many grievances towards this world)
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
(Having fallen, you lose the courage to go on)
为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落
(Why do people want to be so weak and fallen?)
请你打开电视看看
(Please turn on the television now and see for yourself)
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
(So many people bravely fighting for their lives)
我们是不是该知足
(Shouldn't we be content)
珍惜一切就算没有拥有
(Cherish all we have, even if we don't possess them)
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡随着稻香河流继续奔跑
(I still remember you said home is your only castle,Following the paddy fragrance, the flowing stream, I continued)
微微笑小时候的梦我知道
(Smile, I know the childhood dreams)
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
(Don't cry, let the fireflies take you away, escaping, You will always find serenity in folk songs)

回家吧回到最初的美好
(Go home, return to the sweet past)
不要这么容易就想放弃就像我说的
(Don't give up so easily, just like what I said)
追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了
(If the dream can't be reached, then just follow another dream)
为自己的人生鲜艳上色先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
(Add bright colours to your own life, Paint LOVE in your favourite colour)

笑一个吧功成名就不是目的
(Smile, fame and success isn't the aim)
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
(Be happy. That is the whole meaning)
童年的纸飞机现在终于飞回我手里
( (Just like how) I finally found my lost childhood paper plane)
所谓的那快乐赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
(What is happiness? It's chasing dragonflies in the fields barefooted till we're exhausted)
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了谁在偷笑呢
(Tried to steal fruits but suffered so much beestungs until i am scared. Who's snickering (at me)? )
我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了
(Leaning against the scarecrow, enjoying the wind, singing songs till I fall asleep)
午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
(In the afternoon, the guitar chords sound more crisp amidst the cries of the insects)
阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
(The sunlight shines on the road so there's no need to fear a heartbreak)
珍惜一切就算没有拥有
(Cherish everything, even if we don't possess them)

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Last night, after I finish my work back to home,

after work was a little stress, and mum was requesting me to exchange something with my cousin, which is a very tiny small thing, not a big deal at all and I just show my bad temper and anger a bit, talk with her in a ruder voice tone. After dad home, he aslo nag my mum a bit. :(

When I went back to my room, I was regret I talk with her in a very rude way, I might make her upset, I wasn't purposely saying everything out. I might make her sad and stress. I might also hurt her feeling. I'm such a bad girl. Even I cry myself at night over this, is not gonna help...I guess. I know lately too many thing happen , and making her more burden to carry on, and stressful. I cry becoz i really feel upset and worry about her. I'm so sorry mum. I love you. Though I might not able face to face telling you this but at least, I know there a space showing my love to you. I will take my courage to tell you and show how much I care and love you ..my dearest mum and dad. Let me be with be with you both and we'll go through the hard time together... from the family strength.

The above lyrics is a very nice song from Jay chou, love the lyrics which bring lotsa meaning.

Dedicate it to everyone, do appreciate... :)

Belated Birthday Post

2008-11-01T21:38:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to Mee!! oh well ..on last tuesday..:p finally i feel like sit down and make an entry.. major delay! Having lotsa fun on my birthday this year, guess what! a little gathering with friend, that was really good enough tho. most special will.... jiang jiang jiang jiang..... The boy friend! and not too miss..with soulmate, for the first year!!!! she bought me a gift and a small surprise!

on 25/10/08 - pre celebrate/gathering

with grace and ben in some jap restaurant in Hartamas after dinner, went to new club Quattro with ashlee
Saimun was quite drunk, while taking picture with me lol
girl had fun..always~

on 27/10/08- day i've been waiting for so long. The boy friend bring me to dinner at Victoria station (VS), & Luna Bar :D ...I wasn't expecting him bring me to VS anyway..that a little surprise me.

in the train..lol

my oxtail soup - all time favourite

The crispy wanton as our appertiser, tot a bit weird but is nice( i wanted to order escargot, guess the boy friend won't like it..too bad then)

Mineeeeee entree :D

the boyfriend
2 chocolate cake from him, very niceee..
Thanks baby for the dinner

Luna bar

:) spending my night sleeping next to him

The next day which is my Officially Birthday! 28 Oct

Thanks soul mate for the Lil partay, spending time together.

Big love to her....
This is the surprise i got from her, touching!!!!

The best thing of them all is this red egg from my parents, the most tradition on Chinese birthdayLove it!

Last but not least, Got call alll the way from Brissy, guess who??! is SIMMMYYY...!!!! didn't expect call from him tho, most of the time i would be spending my time with him on birthday, this year...a little sad isn't it? (but sim, i expecting my pressie from you when u back on feb! muahaha a big one ok! WTF ..lol)

also elvis! every year ..i would expecting sms from him on this day. thanks everyone for the text.. i couldn't reply every single msg..lol...maybe i should make a template next time.. :x

*UPDATE..for your information the boyfriend bought me a Dress, which i worn on the picture. there another 2 pressie from him, which is so sweet, i would like to keep it as personal stuff.

Till then.. -rach-

Don't stop believing

2008-10-12T05:18:00.000-07:00

Another new week started wo
Which getting me closer to an important and special date, and turning me older.
oops did i say something?

Last night went out with grace and her boy friend for the couple dinner at Friday
Yes, confirm the boy friend with me la!
and as you know weekend at the curve have those flea market.
so i bought few random and unnecessary stuff, pretty waste of money.

After dinner, we went Scarlet, just grab few drinks, while waiting others friend arrive.
Me and grace trying our first fake lashes in our life time. lol
Well it look great in real life, picture wasn't capture well enough effect on our eye.

Here picture of me and the boy friend, i look pretty drunk tho, but in fact I'm quite drunk, before we left the club, friend make me drink 3 full glass of Whiskies T____T not that I want

can u c the fake lash? geez, i knwo make no diff..just becoz i choose none dolly type of fake lashes, but i love how length of the side end. :( my eye so small still

Look at my eye, so red.. this pict look so much better, before my eye was like a total red devil.

Aiya.. doesn't make my eye look any different, next time i'll buy some long thick dolly fake lashes. see if gonna make any different. wait till then. :p and gonna have some advise from the queen of fake lashes ....soulmate-eliz
Apparently the boy friend wasn't happy bout it, he just don't like girl putting fake lash, he loveee natural thang. but hellow, i'm trying to make myself look pretty .. LOL

God bless that i have a smooth and fine working week.
I really need it Lord. amen.

ahem!

2008-10-02T18:53:00.000-07:00

Yes, Ahem..I'm bored at work!
taking this opportunity to make an entry and update!
my raya, which is my 2 days holiday, was totaly suck...but the boy friend finally save it.
I was sitting at home watch tv, spending time with my parents (not excatly..but at least i'm stayin at home), and catch up with 2 HK drama, after the end of moonlight resonance( damn nice ok! i guess everyone was watching it anyway) , the lastest I have is " the four" & " last one standing" , maybe becoz of the moonlight resonance, I start enjoying myself watching Lum Fung in ' the four' =p ..

I'm gonna be bridemaid for my cousin sister wedding. :O
yes totally :O ..helloww..is my first time, sound not easy for me..how? they told me i need to help do this and that during her wedding days, T__T I'm not enjoying it..
I got myself a dinner dress on her wedding, that I first saw the dress in Topshop website, and im so in love, and i guess is so 'rach' dress ..hahaha

and so ...I'm the onwer of this lovely dress, ok la, maybe for u guys jst normal, but for me is really lovely. and cost me heaps too T_T...$ gone just like that..45pound..convert and see..T__T, but what to do, very hard to find thing i fall at the first sight. plus it look orite for the wedding dinner and the material is very nice...( i guess , can u imagine rach in this dress? :x )

Next mission is looking for a day time dress for the wedding, since im bride maid, very ma farn. EH! i tot bride maid suppose to have free dress to wear one? not provided meh? :s anyway, i would like to wear the dress above to the dinner..and have to lose some weight :(

oh, by the way I have 48 pending customer waiting for me to call, what worse is, my schedule of calling out is only 2 hour today, err..im so sick of this, make me feel like i want to puke...

wish me luck, =)
god bless everyone, have a happy weekend, (some of u not working today, and call me and kacau, wtf!)

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*update**

Eagle eye rating 8 out of 10

Why I rate this movie so high! Because......Shia Lebeouf ....He is...Hawtttt in the movie..! awww..hot!! Ok la maybe not all of you like him... but for me...i definately will go for him..=x

can he be any HOTTER??! ...LOL...
for some reason, after the movie, i find the boyfriend look slightly, a little...not close but..look like him..hahahhahaha! ok not funny..
Shia..is...aww...=p.. worth money watching this movie..heh!

Ownage

2008-09-23T05:53:00.001-07:00

First of all I would like to present thissssss…Yes! Is the new Google Chrome...

Internet Explorer 7 is totally owned! I guess? Well IE7 used to be my favorite web browser, unfortunately, it’s taking time to load a page, ( or maybe just my internet speed?) not just that, it also eating up a lots space for some reason, is there any IT geek answer me this question ? loll

And then I move to Firefox, I never thought Firefox is this good until I download it, it load my page faster than ever, impress me, and it wasn’t eating up space when browse the web. I wasn’t feel safe when I using Firefox though, because for some reason my Norton 360 antivirus thingy wasn’t protected it. But YESTERDAY, my beloved Norton finally updates with new version and my Firefox finally is under protected and so I can finally sleep well, I’m gay.

Finally, Google Chrome, ok la u go download yourself and find out, wasn’t bad, but maybe it still beta and not much function can use yet, I find it cool as in look like this..LOL, I find it bad because very not convenience to use, maybe just beta version.

My conclusion is, IE7 is owned.

My work is not too bad, time passes very fast when you keep talking on the phone with the customer. Some customer is cute, some customer is funny, some customer is annoying, some customer is pissing me off..There a woman calls up, asking loads of question, and so at the end of the conversation, she randomly asks me if I’m Christian? So I say yes, and she continues saying “good to talk with someone like you, and God bless you….AWwww...She totally makes my day! (For me is something really nice ma! )

And, there one old man, sound like an old man for me though, about 50ish I guess, he call up at least 5 times a day, to asking the same question, or some random question, is annoying but slowly we find it very funny and cute. Hahaha

ok I got nothing to blog actually,
tired de going to sleep at 10pm sharp! Good bye + Good night!

To-Do-List

2008-09-14T00:08:00.000-07:00

- Singapore & Aussie Trip with soulmate
- re-stock dress to my wardrobe
- Get my hair done ( after i get my 1st month salary)
- looking forward to my first birthday with the boy friend
- be a humble self..

Not easy to achieve all of them, but try to save up some money, and work harder!
happy working everyone! let's work hard together to get what we want :)
GB everyone

Day 7

2008-09-09T21:47:00.000-07:00

开始新工作已有七天了。。在短短七天内，发生不少事情，不同的体验。。
工作的朋友们，都不错，感觉我有点不好意思。。因为我说话还蛮放的。。 :p
现在还算enjoy和有点兴趣。。不知之后的日子呢？hmmm...we'll wait and see
嘻嘻

也在这短短的七天，我和他也发生了不少的爭吵。。
不知道为什么，开始工作后。。没时间见他，感觉上，他很忙。。没时间。。
天天见朋友，深夜才回家，通常都是我睡后。。和他通话时间也不多。。

是我多心，还是忧心他？我也不知。。
只觉得我好想他。。想他都在我身边。。
最近，好会掉眼泪哦。。哈哈
对他来说可能有点烦。。唉~

也不知为和，最近都blog华语，有点怪吧？
这才能表现我可通多语言。。哈哈哈哈。。~

拜拜。。lol

2008-09-06T21:47:00.000-07:00

有时候，真的不太懂自己要什么...
我想是我太自私。。但想想。。自私是我太爱他，还是什么的。。我自己也搞不清楚！怎么办？
我知道我要求“可能”有点过分。。但过分是因太想他在自己身边，想他的时间都留给自己，想见他，太想念他，想他时时刻刻都在我身边，好想他都是属于自己的。。这些可能对他来说真的太过分。。

无时无刻，都想起他，喜欢他抖我开心，喜欢他在我身边陪着我。。好喜欢他心情好好的。。喜欢他牵着我的手。。喜欢他轻轻的吻我的额头。。
不可否认，他为我他改变自己

但。。他太多亲朋好友，时间多数都给了他们。。
“有时候，总觉得自己在他心目中都是第二位。。朋友永远都在第一”
我要求是见他。。我真的好想念他。。有时还真的超妒忌他朋友，几乎每天都能见到他。。
我呢? hmmm...

对男人来说这是：没自由
对我来说这是：太爱你, want you bad

也有人说。。我不太爱他，我根本不在乎他。。
如果这是真的。。那我在此说！：
圈外人是不可能了解。。
可以看到发生什么一回事，但不可能可以感受到，与了解。。

我还很爱他。。不知道他还是否。。？
感觉他觉得我好烦。。但我不知怎么控制自己不给他麻烦。。
对不起。。

在此真的要感谢我的soulmate
以认识你也有4年了吧。。=）
无论发生什么事，你都会在我身旁。。谢谢你
谢谢上天给我认识到你。。好恩惠，真的。。

First Day

2008-09-02T07:05:00.000-07:00

Today! is the day that i started my new job!
nothing much to do on the first day as usual..but looking forward for training and start handle some job..:)

The working place wasn't bad..free breakie, and employee often will get freebie, got my freebie today from hp..lol.a clock.look cool..My bro already took it ..wtf
but looking for more freebies for coming day..haha

Just find ppl in the office not as friendly tho..well..im not goin there for making friends..plus im just work as temporary..but i still prefer the previous company..altho is far..but i love the people and the place more..

After work..boyfriend come and pick me up..n went for dinner (DELIcious cafe,at the marc residence ..)

My dinner

the boyfriend - which I order for him, and he don't like it just becoz he lazy to eat spaghetti.. but his dish is damn nice ok!!)

yup..he hate spaghetti, but he didn't tell me..! here his grumpy face..lol

Ta pau Subway sandwiches for tomorrow lunch... :x ...yummy
can't wait till tomorrow lunch time den..lol wtf...
I know is not fresh sandwiches by tomorrow but I can't find any nearer subway without walking like 10-15min.. 5min is even too much for me coming down from 18th floor..

p/s: no pict from myself T-T ..will take picture of my lovely shoe..damn lovely ok!

...oh by the way..i didn't score A for my final sem paper...i admit im not smart :D
**my family is good, everyone trying to work thing out..i will keep praying.

2008-08-28T08:04:00.000-07:00

PRAY FOR THE BEST!

AMEN!

2008-08-27T00:05:00.000-07:00

Some of the people, change when they start working
as in character..
such as become stingy..they realize how hard to earn the money,
some become more talkative, love gossip a lot especially the lady ( whatever shit happen also their business).. ( ﾟﾛﾟ)乂(ﾟﾛﾟ )
some become weird, talk weird, act weird..
some become mature..
some become live to work..
some become work to live..
there many of them..

and sooner, i taking part of this..or i don't? ( next Tuesday... totally not looking forward )
I'm still enjoying who I am, but maybe a little burden along..
Hope I won't become any of them..but myself

Final bit of the project, when you know you almost there, it make u more nervous
coz, i don't even know how to complete the whole thing, and perfect it?
pray for more wisdom ..amen.

Just hope everything will be fine ヾ(^ー^;)

2008-08-25T11:44:00.000-07:00

I'm still staying up this late,
is 2.45 in the morning.. i should be sleeping..
but i'm so worry n nervous about my graduation project...
not sure if I doing the right thing or not until this point..:(
so confuse...I really not hoping that i get low mark on this...

gonna sleep now..be awake in about 4 hours..
｡｡｡(o⌒▽⌒)o best luck for myself

woo woo

Niooceee

2008-08-20T11:46:00.000-07:00

Wall-E : rating 8.5/10

20/8/08: Catch up with Wall-E, first movie after final exam..
not much word can describe this movie, is a nice show, recommend to everyone
is cute, innocent, world issue, ummph...touch, love...so on ..i love the movie..:p

People who work in Pixer is all genius, how can they make such nice movie all the time? lol..they never failed us :) from Toy story I & II to Monster inc. to Finding Nemo (one of my fav) to Incredibles ( I rememeber i laugh like crazy in the cinema) until the lastest ratatouille to now Wall E.. Love all of the movie from Pixer! and all the short flim before the movie start never failed to entertain the audience.. (Y)

The character i love the most in the movie is Wall-E ..that a confirm...he is cuuuteee...very cuute...he a cleaning robot, clean the trash, and make the trash into a cube..he's a little lonely on the earth, until he met eve! aiya..go watch urself, love this movie when they indirectly bring the messages to the audience, where our future world will probably full of trash/rubbish..
and beside wall-e..

I love the cute little M-O the cleaning robot..hahahaha...he super cute ok! all he do is clean all the dirty objects come from other planets using his roller ball..hahhahaa! cute little tiny robot! the boyfriend buy a twin seat, which also known as couple seat or wuteva.. is good.. for couple, and is not expensive tho.. Gonna start working soon..if i'm gonna continue study? that still remain a question..

22/8/08: =) had fun last nite..thnx baby

Another week passes by...

2008-08-16T22:37:00.000-07:00

More prayer I made..
It never been enough..and yet, I learned a lot through this ..
This is a Hardship..I can't give up, even that I'm weak..but I always have God back me up :)
♥ After the rain..there will be rainbow..
always~...

Went out last nite for movie..
the boyfriend take me out..He been try to comfort me and be nice to me a lots..
just maybe im the one never want enough, never stop demanding..
making him hard to breath..Since the things happen, he taking good care of me
showing me more love..and more..

Trying to take thing seem never change before..
but I know...me and my bro trying hard to avoid and to mention it..

We Going hard time to accept the fact, we made it...

solving problem our own..give less burden to the parents first..
They going even hard time than us..but this is what we can do at the moment..
and I will never stop believing and praying

Thanks to soulmate for being supportive and encouragement..
Didn't want to expose what really happen here..but thanks for whoever ask and care..
I believe..everything will be fine.

Trial

2008-08-10T00:50:00.000-07:00

It can be worse trial /testing time than you thought..

I want this family to be safe,
God make sure my family is all safe..

It will be the hardest/toughest time we ever go through..
But when one family stand together..
nothing can beat it..

God, I ask that you keep watching over my family..
I'm asking for you guidance, encouragement, faith and your merciful fall upon this family.
Don't let us go, don't give up this family..
Keep us with you, be with us every single minute, always and forever...

Who ever My Dear Friend Reading this
Please spare your 1min to pray for my family..
much appreciate..

In Christ Jesus name, amen

James 4:7: "Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you."

2008-08-04T08:06:00.000-07:00

198x_s Oct 28th, I came to this world
Jane, gave birth to a baby girl, first child for Alex and Jane.
This baby never been healthy since the day she born, jaundice. (Where I have to sleep under the uvlight for few days, it explain why I'm so tanned now lol)

probably just few month old?

with mummy n daddy..2 years old b'day!!

When I was 5 year old, I got Strabismus, also known as crossed eye.
Yes, I got crossed eye before, and is not easy for a 5 year old kid who still attend to kindergarten and got boycott by other kids too ( lol…I’m still remember this very well), because everyone think I'm weird and have some weird disease. Not easy for me to go through that period, not easy for my parents too...

trip to the Zoo...

They spend and waste lots time to find me doctor to cure me (since is like more than 17 years ago, not easy to find good doc back then, and is not cheap too.) Finally, my crossed eye is gone, but doesn't mean I'm fully cure...still have to go check up and take medicine until my age of 16 years old.!

with my cousin sister, we really close to each other back then, present and future!

When I was 8 years old, another thing attack, asthma...due to chest tightness
I never concern about my asthma thing back then, make my mum come and get me to see doctor most of the time from her work...

bro & I with our mickey house...

Now I'm all grow up,
I should work extra harder, Coz I really hope they proud to have a daughter like me.. :p
Just want mum and dad live healthy and happy..that really all I ask from them
Of course..I must study hard now, and work hard in the future..for gratitude

I couldn't ask for more from this family .. :) Thanks Lord
love you mum, love you dad...
-Love-

Photo from us..while waiting pizza :)

Grateful because you willing to change all over again..
Is not been easy for me..people asked me similar question " why do u choose a foreign/ other race as ur bf? "

I don't have a proper answer for myself,
all I know is.. I l o v e h i m

男孩和女孩又吵架了

2008-07-30T06:06:00.000-07:00

好辛苦哦! (´⌒｀｡)

感情生活, 真的不简单...想你的另一半, 好好的听你说的话...超难~!
想我听他说..也不简单...
但是我总以为, 男生天生就是迁就..多过女生...不是吗?

或者..真的是我的理论错了吧~!
我知道应该互相忍让....可悲的是..我只会说,不会做~ 可怜

或是我要求真的太多了？(ﾉ_･､)
发觉自己好笨哦。。
永远不会理会他的感受。。
好自私。。

我是...大笨蛋!

very random

2008-07-28T07:41:00.000-07:00

Everyone says "Amen! " for everything ...

Looking forward for a good day ! "＼(￣＾￣) うん!!!

2008-07-26T04:51:00.000-07:00

Movie to watch :
- The Mummy: Tomb of The Dragon Emperor ( next week, 31st of July)
- Wall E ( i can't wait for this, will be show on 14th of August) :D

I feel so neglect from the family sometime, I really do.. I might not as funny and talkative like my bro..., whatever he say, my parents show the interest and so many thing to talk about...as for me..I try my best...but seem I make myself look like a fool..that's how I feel.

Maybe I just one of a kind, the one who can't really share closer thing with mum like a stranger, or maybe she a working woman too, not like any other mum who stay at home.. I been going through this few time, to my soulmate...she truly understand me, coz she know how my mum talk to me, compare with my bro. I'm already get use to it, just wanted to grievance for bit...ok just a bit! I stop now..

Went movie last night in pavilion, watched X-File I personally think the movies I catch lately is pretty good :p If people who didn't know anything about X-file, probably a bit confused their story, and who is Fox Mulder and Dana Scully. I Like it :) and I'm glad that this time when I watch this kind of mysterious, triller movie with the boy friend..

Before we decide to watch a movie, the boy friend and I actually fight ...again. But what make me happy is, he start learn how to make up with me again and pamper me a lots =x .I love how the boy friend treat me lately.. I'm hate to say this, BUT the truth is I'm a Savage girl when come to relation thingie ..lol... poor boy friend .. :p love & miss him heapss

***when we watching the movie, there Bunch of stupid malay idiot actually kicking on our chair, what annoying us is we change our seat twice, but still kicking!! WTF!!! they make themself look so uncivilized, and kid who never been educated. :) ...sorry if any of my Malay friend reading this, i did not meant you guys, you know you different, there Chinese who did this too! I'm saying that there is low class, and high class people in this society, no matter Chinese , Malay, or Indian..not in term of how rich or poor you are, is how you present yourself and make people think you're educated. just look at those low-class Malay face already know how low class are they..wtf

Hawt!

2008-07-24T03:24:00.000-07:00

~~The Dark Knight~~ IMDB+mine rating: 9/10

Heath Ledger, he great! he truly done a brilliant character in this movie! the movie close to perfect, almost....just some action scene look messed up for me, especially the batman fighting with the Swat..lol..and other action scene too.. or just me? maybe I don't have good vision lol..nice movie, fantastic cast, nice seat too..! eliz actualy purpose take leave to watch this movie, issit ah? I think so..lol :p

And I don't really like Maggie Gyllenhaal, in the dark knight, I don't like her anyway, from any movie, she not that outstanding, and she look old for me. Christian Bale...ok ler..not my cup of tea..And finally two-face!! I never tot Two-face appear in this show! I love Two-face, coz he look so ugly, lol..well back then he the once got my attention beside the Jokers, last time Two-face not that ugly also..

Why so serious?

2008-07-21T04:49:00.000-07:00

Movie to watch

- ~~Hellboy II : The Golden Army~~ Rating 8.5/10

- The Dark Knight - coming Thursday

To-dos
- too many of them can't be bother at the moment ( kidding ..have to start my assignment, like Right Now! )

I'm just being random right now ( oh well, I'm always random).
Woke up from nap, bro came back and tell me a friggin' pissed him off story, and it also pissed me off too..

My bro was working today, somewhere in PJ, since he can't find parking lots, so he just simply park and do double parking! which he parked next to another car...Ok, after he leave the car and get his ass to work, after a while, he heard someone make car horn like no tomorrow, so he knew he blocking someone car already, he immediately run to take his car and bout to leave and make apologize to that car owner( woman bout 40ish, who drive a civic only ).

But seem that woman doesn't wanted to forgive my bro? She kept on yell at him and scold him and stuff ( I don't know what she say ..but guess some really bad and rude word tho). My bro be gentlemen and do not want to argue with her after he make apologize, and he bout get into his car and leave, BUT!!! this lady got issues, she say to my bro " I will remember your face!"

that is totally ridiculous and unacceptable! what on earth my bro do to you, just block ur car to get out and thats bout it, make apologize already still scolding..wtf!? So he get off his car and go to her car and knock on her window..ask her what's her problem? That words totally pissed him off and he really not happy bout it!

Conclusion is, most of the woman these days in KL, who quite rich, thought they so high educated and speak english only! they all such being a whore and Hypocrite!!!

so what happen to that hypocrite woman and my bro? she sure don't dare to get off her car and think my bro is crazy.. =/ oh well..lets God do His deeds...:)

p/s: I just realize that I been making angry post these days!
Yes! My mood swing to the bad side lately! someone know this, I swear alot in her chat window! lol.. =x

2008-07-17T04:54:00.000-07:00

A friend of mine, a girl..
guess I don't know her too well or too close with her, but guess people around her know her selfishness, and being a " two-head snake"..she can act real good with you, but she can back-stab u when she not with you, scary yet? thats not all.. there is more I'm too lazy to type about her, but yet this show how important is she ( riiiite..), that I can actually make a entry about her bad thing..

I really don't like her attitude, her personalities, just I didn't want to take thing too serious, whenever I see her, there is some kind of awkward feeling..

I don't mean I'm good, I learn from the best and the worse. I learned from her too, being selfish and "pretend to have good personalities" only get more hater, I learned to share a while ago, I'm selfish too i hate share my thing and what I know ( last time la ...) ..but I'm good now ! i guess.. :x

After all is just another girl thang!
Ok, forget bout the " friend" i mention..let talk bout girl..
Girl love to compete, is all bout the jealousy!

They can upload / post the picture of themself in facebook, blog, friendster..and etc lah..
and caption say " I look so ugly in this picture " , " i look so fat " or other lame negative stuff about the picture...Like hello..if u think urself ugly or fat than don't bloody upload the picture and try get attention or looking for other people give you compliment and tell them they don't look bad, bloody Asian style..how weird is that?

I'm still angry bout that girl, but yet i tell myself nothing to be mad
Coz I believe in karma ( what goes around, comes around ..) so be good now people..lol

I'm a girl..after all

2008-07-10T07:40:00.000-07:00

Bought a Vivi magazine today.. Apparently I didn't buy it since a long while

due to lack of $, and more $$$!Not because the mag costly, it just cause when you look through the magazine, you just wan to have Everything..I mean most of the item they shown in the mag! That the reason why I don't buy it every month. Such a temptation, to go out and shop!

I can't resist food, shopping, and one more thing soft toy! T__T Yeh, I know I'm old enough to play with them lol! but they are just too cute! Ok, back in few year ago, I want a giant Patrick (red dog) badly! and I finally become owner of it too! Now new target...Gigantic Forever Friend Bear!( Image stolen from eBay). Awww look at him...sooo adorable! He is Big enough to give me a Big Hug!

I feel sorry for myself ,seriously..

I found a really cool brand for long t-shirt, but unfortunately, they only available in Nippon! damnit! Heavenark (link for online shop), I reckon there have the coolest big long T-shirt ever! and they have other stuff of course..I visit their website, :O ..or it just me, I love the shirt so much.. I'm a t-shirt person, no doubt.

Just love the model hair so much, wish my hair look just as good :(
all the Jap Chic just know how to make their hair look soo good!

I must watch Hellboy II:the golden army, friend told me the movie is kickass movie
rach.v

I'm realistic, Not materialistic! =p

2008-07-06T09:27:00.000-07:00

* Willy * - says:

i ask u something

* Willy * - says:

if u very very rich hor

‎‎‏‏‏‏‏‏‌‍‏‏‌‍‏‏‌‍‏‏‌‍

* Willy * - says:

den u bump into a guy

* Willy * - says:

he is into ur money

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‎‎‏‏‏‏‏‏‌‍‏‏‌‍‏‏‌‍‏‏‌‍ rɑcн rach says:

ooo..

‎‎‏‏‏‏‏‏‌‍‏‏‌‍‏‏‌‍‏‏‌‍ rɑcн rach says:

den ask him go to die le

* Willy * - says:

haaa

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rɑcн rach says:

i cannot tahan dis type of guy one

‎‎‏‏‏‏‏‏‌‍‏‏‌‍‏‏‌‍‏‏‌‍ rɑcн rach says:

i depend on guy more

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rɑcн rach says:

n im more stingy one..

* Willy * - says:

why

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rɑcн rach says:

he wish i will use my money to buy him stuff n borrow him

‎‎‏‏‏‏‏‏‌‍‏‏‌‍‏‏‌‍‏‏‌‍ rɑcн rach says:

never lor

* Willy * - says:

be generous

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rɑcн rach says:

im not those naive girl

* Willy * - says:

den if ur bf very very rich leh

* Willy * - says:

wat will u do ?

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rɑcн rach says:

good lor

‎‎‏‏‏‏‏‏‌‍‏‏‌‍‏‏‌‍‏‏‌‍ rɑcн rach says:

i will love him so much den

‎‎‏‏‏‏‏‏‌‍‏‏‌‍‏‏‌‍‏‏‌‍ rɑcн rach says:

hahahahhahaa

* Willy * - says:

=.='

I'm a lazy biatch

2008-07-04T07:50:00.000-07:00

Went out last night, gone for a date..lol
to catch up some movie and dinner and shop around in Pavilion
Yup! pretty much my favorite place since the shopping mall open

Was thought just check out some clothes in Forever21
but nothing much inside, well maybe I wasn't pay enough attention,
and I finally end up in a new store name Charles & Keith..Omg the shoe and bag is GORGEOUS! well, the shoe and bag actually cost pretty reasonable, I try up few of them, is reallllyy nice, but I end up only bought a very gorgeous slipper.. The gorgeous slipper only RM 75+ , other heels and bag is bout RM 115 and above if not mistake.. Baby! don't forget bout my bag ok?! lol :p

The price of the bags and shoes ranging RM 100-200, I would say is reasonable and affordable by most of the people now a day, like is so much better than a Vincci, Nose and others
I'm not a big fans of Vincci tho, and hardly get a shoe from there, cause I seriously hardly find myself pair of nice pump or slipper from there, but when I walk in Charles and Keith
I can tell how much they can really satisfy me and most of the chics! I can't afford a Christian Louboutin or a Nine West or Jimmy Choo!!!!!

Nine west is like RM 200- 400 per pair! I seriously can't afford lor
Christian Louboutin like what? thousands ringgit or some shit ( oh, but I do dream that own one Louboutin at least..someday ..in the future! )
Now I have Charles & Keith! make my life so much easy, at least I don't have to stress where to get a pair of niceee, classy, trendy ,uptown heels!

Besides, I really love the Gladiator Pumps
But I don't think I know how to match this..yeh..my fashion sense is not that good after all
haha......

I'm being way to lazy to do my work lately,
and felt so sleepy most of the time! What's wrong with me ?!
have to really made up my mind, and get the work start like tomorrow!
*crossed fingers biatch!

Have to pray real hard this time!
for get some real good credit for my Graduation Project and last 2 subject!
Need more Strength and Wisdom.and more brain juice at the moment!
seem like I haven't realise how little time I left and yet loadss of work to be done..

T___T

2008-06-29T00:16:00.000-07:00

A day out with our dearest simmy....for the one last time before he leave to aussie land
T___T ... we gonna miss you...we mean eliz and me lah!

We suppose to catch some movie
but ..is all my fault!
here the story, we suppose went out at 11am..but we end up leaving my house at 2pm!
Why? coz I had a sleepless nite! I gone to bed at 2am, but couldn't sleep..row to the left, row to the right to find the right position, and think random stuff...until 8 in the morning..yes! 8am! I send simmy sms tell him I couldn't make it for 11am lor...

and I finally sleep for 3 hours + after many sleeping hours is wasted...

then we head to mid valley ...all we do is EAT and yes window shopping! cake,pasta, nyonya kuih ( soooo nice!) , steamboat!

Picture of 3 best friend for one last time!
aiya, not that bad actually just being emo a bit, next week when he leave more emo pict! lol
anyway, he will back next year feb ? hopefully :)

in the car..last day simmy drive me home! T_____T
and also last day for me and eliz being treated like a princess from Simmy..! simmmm don't goo... :p im gay

back to my home!
eliz ready to take off to the space..HAHAHAHAHAHA

Simmy gonna use this to fly to brisy! HAHAHAHAHA

end of our day...gonna miss the day we used to hang out :(
can't hang out with him anymore.not until he come back for holiday..

but for the day we had lots fun..^__^

Happy Birthday to my Dearr..Ashlee

2008-06-25T07:30:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Baby Girl..

umm, is been almost 11 years since we know each other
T3T gosh thats quite a number, which also a sign of we getting old
it doesn't matter, you still look like 18 years old every year!!..

Back in high school, I Still remember how we talk on the phone with each other after school..
EVERYDAY! not sure what the topic, but there must be random stuff and gossip and more boys! lol..silly! I really miss those day, i remember how u get pissed off at me when I purposely pour water on ur school uniform! T___T ..I know you still remember, sorry lah!

Remember how we sitting next to each other for most of the year in school!
Awwwwwwwww...
And finally, now we all grow up...
and yet no matter what...
I love you 雪儿... :D

Second part of the entry...
I'm very sick..heavy flu ! wtf...
yet I still refuse to go and rest up..may the flu go away by tomorrow morning! * crossed fingers

Foto taken from Ashlee birthday party-
with my beloved soulmate ..
( we did try snap some nice picture, but apparently, my soulmate had a bad hair day..lol..she just hate most of the picture we took..)

-end-

p/s: I screwed up my economics of logistics test today...awesome!

Siblings power

2008-06-21T00:12:00.000-07:00

Apparently..
me and my bro get free trip to different country
me - Singapore & Perth
bro - Hong Kong ( shopping paradise )

Bro just got back from his Hong Kong trip, he only got me a cheap H&M bag!! dats bout it I was expect something else, like more dress and top!

Anyway, mum say me and my bro have the luck of getting free trip (we don't have to pay for flight tickets, hotel, food- most of them) all we have to do is bring few thousands ringgit- expenses (shopping spree). which is save heaps!

Lazy to uploads picture of my trips, most of them is in facebook, and I assume everyone look at it. :p oh not to mention about my lost wallet on my way back from singapore! Grrr..

Perth- night view

The main purpose of my bro HK trip is to catch the concert of his favorite idol Kelly Chen, he even stand a chance to take picture with her in the back stage! sooo lucky!!

Hong Kong

It probably a dream for both of us, to go place that we dream of, well for me not really
my dream place is lots far...lol! tell me if u know the answer! :p

Back to home land! back to reality, back to my project!
God bless :)

rach.v

Ways to Love your partner

2008-06-10T06:32:00.000-07:00

1. Love yourself first.
2. Start each day with a hug
3. Say " i love you" everytime you part ways
4. Make compliment freely and often.
5. Write unexpected love letters.
6. Go on date once every week.
7. Send flowers for no reason.
8. Kiss unexpectedly
9. seek out beautiful sunsets together.
10. Apologize sincerely

11. be forgiving
12. Remember the day you fell in love--- and recreate it.
13. Hold hands.
14. Say " I love you " with your eyes
15. Let her cry in your arms
16. Tell him you understand
17. Let her give you directions when you're lost.
18. Appreciate her inner beauty
19. Calm each others fears.
20. Never go to bed mad.

To be continue if I able to discover more ..
=)

what i want..?

2008-06-08T08:33:00.000-07:00

Was another friggin' bored day..
with doing nothing...woke up at 11am, and clean up house and watch astro on demand for more hk drama series..
and chat online whole day with soul mate..almost whole noon till evening..

can't be bother to get start my project..
anyway, i'm just too lazy.

Oh, what i did for whole day is reading up some random blog..
find one quite interesting...at first tot it would be like any other blog, putting up non-sense of their life..so am I..lol

Finally, some excitement been happen lately, such as unexpected trip to Perth,
and meeting up some new friend, and catching up with some old friend, primary school mate and secondary schoolmate...seriously, unexpected dinner and party.

say..when you never expect something, it just came into your life from no where.
i never really expect myself ...to this point, like what i'm really doing right now.

Hoping i can be more myself, and get or do the thing i want.
After reading this random person blog, I see her life...that is what I want.
It simply easy..I found myself in her blog...

But how im gonna get it? when? where? how?
I found the thing I want, and I know through that " thing" I'm pretty much achieve everything
I want in my life....but I guess...I will not be the one who can have it...it just simply no fate
and not belong to me..

you almost give me everything

Keep watching over me

2008-05-20T08:10:00.000-07:00

It never end,
when you think you solve one problem,
another come..

I always thought...after 2 year I've been go through
Thing might/ will get better..
cause I believe , strong faith that..Time bring roses
I thought the roses is here...but yet , I guess I have to be more patient then..

Too many assignment..this probably will be my last semester in this uni
Happy about it, perhaps...a little sad...coz after this will be the real world, no more uni life
uni life will always be the best.. :D

Crossed Fingers for tomorrow
and everything!

l o v e

2008-03-03T16:40:00.000-08:00

I'm always wrong, and judge wrongly,
I make stupid decision when i'm angry
I always tell myself not to do so,
Yet, I already say and did it,
it must have hurt her
when I do so.......

She always give me different treatment,
different from other siblings,
but I never know how much they love me
More than anybody else....

I finaly fell down,
and hurt myself,
He's right...the punishment..

And it show me that my own parents giving me care & love
No matter how busy are they...
I'm always glad that born in this family,
No matter what..she still the one who love me most.
Greater than anyone else..Love that can't be found.

Please forgive me that what I say and done,
I promise I'll never do and say it again..

I love you mum ,

I love you dad... <3

Just being alive is such a lovely and wonderful thing...

2008-01-11T08:08:00.000-08:00

I don't know what to say,
There is too much cross my mind, too much to say but can't put all and structure all.
When I see and lived on each day, I see everything through my eye,
I hear, I feel everything..and I Learn

There a say, The older you get, the wiser you are.
I totaly agree with that, but yet, it doesn't refer to all of us
When you get older, the more experience ,failure and lesson you take in your life, so that you get wiser.

Some people failed, or no matter what lesson they take, they never learned from that.
Which is Soooo Sad, I truely feel sorry for this people, they maybe take 40 years of times to be wise or when one faced fiasco, and they only realised something. That might be just too late.

God might not create human perfect, no one is perfect. But HE gave us a mouth, ear, eye, nose, and most of all Brain. We/human not the same, we are all unique, we don't think the same, there only 1% chances that you may find someone have the same thought with you.
But hey, God give us mind, to think, we not brainless.

Watched a movie call " 1 litre of tears" lately, it inspired me and give me so much strength. I'm pretty sure whoever watch this movie before, will never be the same again. Only those think is just simply an ordinary sad japanese drama made like any other. I highly recommend to everyone. Though I'm might out of date, because the movie is like what..back in 2005. =p

What so special about the movie is, the movie is based on the real story, that a 15 years old girl wrote her own diary who diagnosed with a disease called Spinocerebellar Degeneration.

The point is, If a girl Like her, get such disease can even live stronger than anybody else, why not us, who can talk, eat, and walk normal? Fine, maybe she not the only one, there so many thousands or million people out there who suffering, struggling each day. Good message from the movie... I might not know how much it hurt and how she hard she have to go through, but I know how much she want to be stay alive, and do meaningful thing.

I hope anyone who reading this feel how lucky you are, at this moment.
Some might not be able to see how beautiful is this world..But we able to..
Life isn't as bad as we thought, we facing different problem each day, I know is hard, I'm a human too, but this all either it make us stronger or it just break us. you choose..

to be continue...

posted by : rach.v

Call & Search

2007-12-23T19:46:00.000-08:00

Now that I'm twenty-ish years old, or even I'm getting old like thirty-ish, Or forty-ish years old. And so all these years have given most of us neither the pleasures we assumed and some get nor the big payoffs they always dreams about. Reward and laurels may come form time to time as we work hard on it, it's true, but the hapiness they bring doesn't last very long. There are the peak moments, of course...and the stretches of sunshine.

But why do we/I always seem overshadowed by the gnawing sense of unfulfillment, the sameness of days? There's a say :" most people get a fair amound of fun out of their lives, but on balance life is suffering and only the very young or the foolish imagine otherwise."

And so here I , we stand together at the crossroads, wunderkinds, and gazing Janus-like forward and back, trying to firgure out what the rest of our days on earth will bring. Trying to formulate a strategy. Trying to discover where the gold of happiness and fulfillment lies hidden. Trying to find out if there really is any gold.

And then that little voice comes again: Time is running out, is this really all there is?

Life, is like setting a sail on a boat that we all know is someday going to sink.
Such thoughts are troubling. But what can I/we do except live as fully as possible, and enjoy the things we've been told will make us happy?

So I and most of us have a love affair. We buy a new dress-shopping spree. or guy go for a new car. Some look for a better job, or work harder at the one they have.( work is boring than pleasure) Some visit the gym. Some monitor diet. Some rent videos. On sundays some persure the travels section of the paper, looking for an escape that will whisk them away from this stale reality and make them feel like we're really alive. Or knowing that it can never be so, therfore some use drugs and alcohol to fill the void.

Yet! no matter what divesions we turn to, that little voice keeps returning." Is this it?" it ask again and again. And if it is, why do i feel so unfulfilled at a time in life when I'm supposed to be enjoying the greated rewards? If these are the best years of my life, why do i feel so empty?"

to be continue...

posted by : rach.v

Time Flies.. ( Warn : Long/bored entry)

2007-12-22T10:15:00.000-08:00

Time is running out ! - It's a sunny day of late December, it's end of the year just to remind. A lazy weekend, everyone is out of the office, everyone is on leave today, few of the colleague will be leaving this sunday for long holiday! There are no calls to return, no people to see. The day is mine.

Surfing the net and chatting on the MSN is the thing i been dying to do in the office. But soon I look away the screen again - looking at the screen makes me restless. Try to go for walk and slacking around in the office, but that's not satisfying either. Somethingis eating me inside, and none of the usual diversions seem to help.

Back to my work desk, the view outside the window still the same as it was just now, yesterday, and the day before. Chat with few friend on MSN for an hour and this passes the time. But when stop chatting, where i stop typing as well, there is the silence again.

There's nothing wrong, really. Nothing's pressing. Look forward to these very moments of peace and quiet in the office for all year long.Why then is it so difficult to let go and enjoy?Finally I realise what troubling me.

It's that little voice again, the one that keeps piping up during the silence and raiding the same litany of disturbing questions. "Is this all ?" it asks. " This place? This mate? This job? This life?""Time is running out." it whispers. "A portion of my life is already over ( doesn't mean I'm old, but growing older). Shouldn't things be better? Or at least different?"

But hang on for second, better than what? Different from what?I'm not sure, we're not sure. All we know is that one morning each of us, rich or poor, succesful or not so successful, wakes up again and say hi to the world to find ourself in the same troubling place. The wildly successful professionals who've made a small fortune, but who can't seem to enjoy their success; the artists and writeers and poets whose youthful hopes lie buried beneath a pile of rejection slips; The tired Lover and paramours, all coming to suspect that romantic relationship are not, after all, the best way to fill that deep, lonely place in the heart.

Many of us, it turns out, in one way or another come to this same Sober realization, that life does not seem to be giving us what we want. But what it is we really want? We can't excatly say.

There's one ting we do know for sure, however: this little voice has a way of provoking rebellious thoughts.

Wasn't life supposed to get better and better as the year pass? I ask...didn't I do what I was supposed to: go to school, join the team, work hard...and etc!

( to be continue..)

still..imysb
posted by : rach.v

Random

2007-12-19T00:26:00.000-08:00

Have to start everything new, decide to leave the old blog and start on the new one! Yet, stil not sure who will be reading this all, hopefully someone random/ new people.

Been working as a trainee almost 2 month, I repharse, not even 2 month like helloowww, I did count before I start the intern, is only bout 40+ day or so, which is not too bad. Met up new people here, such as some ang moh lang ( white/caucasian), from holland, german , and british. At first, I really can't get along with my team mate, which his from holland, he show me his attitude that make me hate him so badd!!

After few week we talk to each other like close friend and go drink after work. How funny is that. My manager from holland too, yeh, he a nice guy but a 99.9% workaholic. I can't wait to back to uni life, but at the same time I'm gonna miss this all. Wtf !

posted by : rach.v