Flash Back

Alright boys and girls...
Guess what sudden hit me few days back...

I miss my old phone so much..T_T
I mean..few of them..here...

My first phone was back in 2002
Around that..which is my friend bought me this Nokia 2100 as my present!
The housing of the phone actually quite transparency I had the green one and the pink housing last time..original is come with pink..I think!

Next! then my parents bought me this Panasonic G51 in 2003?
Is a mini phone with mini keypad! like super mini! actually this is my favourite phone, coz is very tiny! lol and is from my parents :) lol...and between that time I use this phone call Nokia N-gage the very first generation of N-gage! Well i guess is a boy phone after all


And then my friend bought me this Motorola V690,


In titanium colour, which I use it for a while..until is can't flip anymore, and mum decide to buy me this new phone Nokia 6680, which is the one I'm using now since Oct 2005 ! Woah how long is that? :p and still good!

Well before i use this all actually i was using my mum phone nokia 3210! classic man...lol
heavy enough to kill someone. I guss my dad use to have Ericsson phone (current sony ericsson), my dad use to have nice ericsson phone light and small, and before that was something like a motorola, my dad never use nokia in his life for some reason lol.

Oh look what I found! haha ok la, just a box! the phone already trade in, but for the panasonic actually dad give it to someone else last time, long story!!!



Yaya! I know ! Most of my phone my friend buy for me, I dunno why! lol
There story behind all this phone, lots of memories... why i choose the V690..story lies behind! the panasonic n this motorola bring me back to good memories. those silly thing I done and my college life T________T i miss it so much! bring me back to Ucsi! tho is suck! lol

sad post! you can ignore it

When u make someone happy, they will remember just that moment.
when u make someone upset bout u, and you pretty much screwed up becoz he/she only think how suck u can be and pretty much ripped off all the good/happy thing you have done.

people will never think bout how good are you when u once do bad!
just like once they a say, when they a small black spot on the huge white board, people only will see the black spot, which is on the bad thing on u. people will step you down and boycott you becoz of one mistake you have done.

I'm talking about relationship between a couple, your colleague, between with your friends and so on..any relationship between with human, that what u will get.
I'm not talking bout everyone will be like that, mostly ! they are!
even sad when come to a couple, every move u do you went to the wrong side, the other partner tempted to be a memory lost. lol

sigh anyway i guess u get my point, so yeh, don't do that to anyone beside you, always there second chance, or more chances you can give in!

New Year resolution

Let's see.......
New Year resolution.......Hrmmmmm..
Everyone was like asking me when is my list out..! sorry, I lie..I wasn't even think about it or prepare to post up ..lol..anyway..before that..

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
wish you all have a fascinating & blessed year 2009 :)

Is not late to greet you all, because is still new year ma wtf! so just take it. :p

Here they are, Rach's New Year's resolutions goals for 2009:

1. Lose ten pounds ( LOL...!!!!!!!!!!)
2. Earn more $ ka-ching!
3. Try start give pocket $ to parents, even earning less ( I'm a good girl ok..deng)
4. Part time study :)
5. Shop more..... LOLLLL

You'll notice I've run the gamut from sacred to profane. That old chestnut, lose weight. Yes, I know, if I put my mind to it I can certainly do that. Perhaps I should try the Diet Cookies. Where can buy ah?

So how I spend my Eve? :D
Is was a Great end for 2008, altho the bad thing happen, for whoever know this, is pretty much my life change for 2008, guess it can be as bad, but know what, God with us. :)
Love how the boyfriend took all the bad memory away for a day. Great gateway :)

I truly hope yours is a good one, with a nice full stop of 2008, and a good start of 2009

me and dad in my cousin wedding on 8th Dec'08 bro and my fellow cousin at the wedding reception

Makeup done by Shu Uemura, pro!me and the boy friend at the wedding

Us, fresh 1st Jan'09

The rest go see facebook la -_-"! i almost upload eveyrthing there, almost which is 80% only, another 20%..private :D.. don't think dirty ok, just thought that wasn't nice to post it up anyway.

Good news is..Simmy is back! ok :D !
miss us together in one picture..:D..


THERE! :D I look like a tard! lol


Happy New Year! Till then

Christmas

Remember how I spend my last year on Christmas,
Went Church with soulmate, and pizza right after it..
another year, but again, we been improve , we bring own partner to church! Before I head to Church, Have a small talk with Dad, Im glad that God always give me the courage to open up thing talk with my dad , that make me feel good after it. After all is Christmas Day...:)

There is so many to tell and talk about inside me, but don't know where to start and how.
Was just thinking that, the world is beautiful, life is short and human is ugly, do anything you want without care what others. Recently I found myself very emo + bad temper...We need to talk soulmate ! T___T sigh.. It felt like yesterday, all the going out movie shopping, with soulmate and sim..:( why aren't we doing it anymore...I miss both alot!

Ahh..emo again..why! the very once a month is here!
Looking forward to New Year :)
Update soon for the New Year Resolution :p ( I hope when i list it out...i able to do it! )


Till then..
Merry Christmas everyone

Grrr!

Life recently wasn't that excited,
feel so sleepy, tired, bored everyday!
I'm not seeing soulmate much! :( not seeing sim much too or for ages.
less hanging out with friends! maybe i should get myself back on track again...
But going out have to spend money T_T

Good news is start working in new company,
the bad news is i have to travel myself with ktm ! YES that's definately a nightmare :(
oh well sometime I cheat, i purposely take klia express! I hear u, I'm NOT RICH! just if u suffering in ktm, almost Suffocate ! no joke, im serious. :( ..if anyone taking star Lrt or putra, i'm sure the number of people in ktm is triple times of star and putra . Please understand me, i'm a hygiene freak! I'm not being racist but i think i am , i dunno im so confuse!
But Ktm have triple times foreign worker taking it. WHY! I do not know!
jst hate it so much, when they smell really bad..omg..please i rather pay more to travel. I willing skip my lunch for travel better! U think i'm such a big spender! I'm sure u will choose alternative way like me than suffer yourself in the stupid ktm, small and slow and taking ages to reach a place.

Ahh forgive me! I jst want to shout out for bit.
At last ! STUPID KTM!

My very 90's

Guys!! Guess what I found! you will praise me and think I'm a genius to found this and still remember!! That day when I was in the boy friend house, he let me listen to some taxi song..hahahahhaah..I was surprise that they use the song again!!!!!





HAHAHAHAHAHA Did I just pull your memories back? Is Dr. Bombay! ok maybe he wasn't that famous...
well I guess mostly probably born year with me, if you did not heard any song I post here, you probably don't turn on your radio or tv on your teen-age. =p

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!WTF!! VENGABOYS .
Man don't ever tell me you miss their song back in those day, come on is so hitz back then, HAHAHAHA watch the video their lyrics is so horny and chic in the video is so sexy. Sound very dodgy isn't it. yikes!

Okay for me is hell funny, do you believe I been listen to this all European music/techno song for a while, that was like so back in 1998? ok please don't stop the music video more coming up! ( I got nothing better today , I browse you tube whole day. )


THE MMMBOP . this is a good one tho, I like this song, I use to think taylor hanson ( the second one) is a girl when I first saw the video HAHAHA



Ok next! Sugar ray, Holy! they so my teen pop too, errr..yeh use to..



Yup! Loveeee this song! Fred drust.... how can I miss this video?! Limp Bizkit !!Keep rollin' rollin' rollin' rollin'. But I more into - Behind Blue Eye!



Can't post too many video here, coz i don't want to, i'm too lazy to copy paste all the video I been watch today. My 90's song list will not be miss:

1. Backstreet boys ( a must !)
2. N'sync ( second must! )
3. Madonna
4. Spice Girl ( how can u ever miss them in our teen pop ? )
5. A1 ( some of you might dunno them cause them, but I do listen to them)
6. Westlife ( all the boy band)

7. Alanis Morissette - Ironic ( she's weird but she got a nice vocal can't be deny, her unplugged is good tho.)

8. Natalie Imbruglia - Torn ( my bro fav' )
9. Ricky Martin ( his most famous one Livin' la Vida Loca , * still remember the cup of life? goal goal goal aleh aleh aleh wtf gay..LOL)
10. Vanilla Ice - Ice Ice Baby ( LOL)
11. Red Hot Chilie Pepper ( I don't like them personally )
12. Will Smith ( how can i miss him?Men in black !! OMG SO F***ING CLASSIC OK!)
13. Cher - believe
14. 911 - ( life end 1999 if not mistake )
15. The Moffats
16. Micheal Learns to Rock
17. Mariah Carey
18. 98 degree ( another boy band)
19. Robbie William
20. Kylie Minogue ( err..this almost near to millinuem time, therefore all the music or video turning into futuristic slash techno slash dance.)
21. Jennifer Lopez ( told you, remember the song Waiting for Tonight? was so year end 1999, millinuem year .)
22. Kid Rock - Only God Know Why
23. Green day
24. Eminem
25. Brandy & Monica - the boy is mine ( hahahah still nice )
26. TLC
27. Bon jovi
28. Aerosmith - I don't want to miss a thing ( all time fav')
29. TuPac - California Love ( too classic to miss this )
30. Matchbox 20
31. Savage Garden
32. Garbage
33. Linkin Park
34. Britney Spear ,Christina Arguilera, Jessica Simpson, Vitamin C ( late 90's )

And more....

Too many artist yet to remember, it make me feel old =(
I guess I am, all this artist with different song bringing back different memories to me ..awww!

I'm happy to become 80's born baby! Enjoying the 90's.. the thing was turning good, this generation was the perfect one, and not to be miss anything of the world. =D we still have fun now.

How did you spend your millinuem year? I still remember me and my brother kawai went to bukit bintang count down there with Ashlee. Haha! all the memory!

Interview

(￣十￣)ｱｰﾒﾝ･･･
Guess what is this for... (￣十￣) praying for the best...
I've been applying for my new job, YUP!!
I make up my mind and start looking for job for the past 2 week! result wasn't bad at all, a lot of feed back!

And guess what I did not apply any, but the job come to me, :O already went to few interview, gaining more experience on interview, meeting up different people and one of the interview got exam..for one hour..hahahahaha And guess what i did not ready for it. but question wasn't that hard tho.

Anyway, I make decision on one of them, and leave this HP for good! I'm so over this 3month in HP! Counting down 6 more days to go OOooHOOOOooO!!
I know! New company probably won't be this relax, might be no more watching drama, no more play game, no more Youtube, no more MSN, what worse come is can't even use computer! I Know!!!! Sound like I wasn't working at all honeymoon, but what behind you can't see tough work...! Gonna start busy life, as i have actually decided to continue my study. --- as part time! :0) wish me all the best peeps!

I'm so glad that people around me being so supportive during this period * touch* Especially my parents, giving so much advise and support! and another important person...the boyfriend... I couldn't ask for more from him anymore, he the sweetest guy in the world. loll OK maybe for me only OK?! fair enough.. He been giving me so much advise and support, and driving me all the way to Shah Alam early in the morning for interview..

ＤＥＥＰ(* ^^)・^* )ＫＩＳＳ！


Ok! lately My beloved soulmate very into the photoshop thingie, here 2 picture she photoshop it! make me look so pretty! which doesn't look like me at all anymore! Ok lar give her sometime to level up! here the masterpiece hahaha^2

this one definately not rachel, hello chic what ur name?
this one still alright I guess

稻香

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
(If you have too many grievances towards this world)
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
(Having fallen, you lose the courage to go on)
为什么人要这么的脆弱 堕落
(Why do people want to be so weak and fallen?)
请你打开电视看看
(Please turn on the television now and see for yourself)
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
(So many people bravely fighting for their lives)
我们是不是该知足
(Shouldn't we be content)
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
(Cherish all we have, even if we don't possess them)
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随着稻香河流继续奔跑
(I still remember you said home is your only castle,Following the paddy fragrance, the flowing stream, I continued)
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
(Smile, I know the childhood dreams)
不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑 乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
(Don't cry, let the fireflies take you away, escaping, You will always find serenity in folk songs)

回家吧 回到最初的美好
(Go home, return to the sweet past)
不要这么容易就想放弃 就像我说的
(Don't give up so easily, just like what I said)
追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了
(If the dream can't be reached, then just follow another dream)
为自己的人生鲜艳上色 先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
(Add bright colours to your own life, Paint LOVE in your favourite colour)

笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
(Smile, fame and success isn't the aim)
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
(Be happy. That is the whole meaning)
童年的纸飞机 现在终于飞回我手里
( (Just like how) I finally found my lost childhood paper plane)
所谓的那快乐 赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
(What is happiness? It's chasing dragonflies in the fields barefooted till we're exhausted)
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
(Tried to steal fruits but suffered so much beestungs until i am scared. Who's snickering (at me)? )
我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了
(Leaning against the scarecrow, enjoying the wind, singing songs till I fall asleep)
午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
(In the afternoon, the guitar chords sound more crisp amidst the cries of the insects)
阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
(The sunlight shines on the road so there's no need to fear a heartbreak)
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
(Cherish everything, even if we don't possess them)

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Last night, after I finish my work back to home,

after work was a little stress, and mum was requesting me to exchange something with my cousin, which is a very tiny small thing, not a big deal at all and I just show my bad temper and anger a bit, talk with her in a ruder voice tone. After dad home, he aslo nag my mum a bit. :(

When I went back to my room, I was regret I talk with her in a very rude way, I might make her upset, I wasn't purposely saying everything out. I might make her sad and stress. I might also hurt her feeling. I'm such a bad girl. Even I cry myself at night over this, is not gonna help...I guess. I know lately too many thing happen , and making her more burden to carry on, and stressful. I cry becoz i really feel upset and worry about her. I'm so sorry mum. I love you. Though I might not able face to face telling you this but at least, I know there a space showing my love to you. I will take my courage to tell you and show how much I care and love you ..my dearest mum and dad. Let me be with be with you both and we'll go through the hard time together... from the family strength.

The above lyrics is a very nice song from Jay chou, love the lyrics which bring lotsa meaning.

Dedicate it to everyone, do appreciate... :)