Pursuit of Our own HappYness

It been a while,
Sometime I will wonder how people keep updating their own blog, putting in every thought in their own blog.

I guess finally I got the answer,
Everyone have their own life, their own story, their very own happiness in their life.
So as I, sometime, we'll wondering why are people become a workaholic, work from day til night? - this is thier life, the life they choose , and the way that make them happy, where they found success and satisfactions in it.

Etc , Etc, Etc....Etc...any story you can think about. this is their life. World of our own :)

Nothing is forever. nothing. Even at the moment, it just last for a while. and then...*poof* gone.
I need to learn how to appreciate and cherish each of everyone around me, I only have them once in this life. but I'm bit greedy, I hope god give mercy ...send them back to me next life.

We need to live this life to the max!

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I might doubt and even suspect my own boyfriend being disloyalty....but the fact is I actually create my own imagination lately! which is very sick of having this kind of feeling, making me tired, fatigue!!!

until today, I'm awake! he being so nice and so patience with me. even I nagged keep annoy him, he just be there and patience, just to make me feel better. *L o v e y o u*

I guess after all, it's really doesn't matter how long you dating each other.
as long as he still with me, there where i found love..

I need to keep my word =)
Pursuit of Happyness.

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Broken heart.

How much you actually aware and understand?

This going to be a very confusing post.
I mean, very confuse .

Just asking myself, how much does others people realize and aware what you've done ?
what've you been telling them, the word, how much they absorb and take it seriously and knowing that you mean every single word? I hope whoever reading, get what i just put it down.

Example, when you say I'm sorry, how much do you understand the word, Sorry ! think again.
here another, when you tell someone " I love you " ..how much you mean it? can you actually feel it come out from your heart..? you it just any other word.

How much you understand the word, Appreciate... take a moment and think how much you appreciate people that you loved around you, think again...what've you done that you make them feel you truly appreciate their Appearance in you life..

Try to take sometime in your busy day, to at least send a text or give a call, make them feel you think about them or at least he/she know he cross your mind for a minute. that you actually care about them, make someone feel important, just like you want other do it to you. . just a fact.. that we might neglect and not aware about it..


Imysm <3

Life is too short

50 year to be in love with someone..is really to short.
where the forever gone to..?

50 years to appreciate and be together with someone you love, is too short,
where the forever gone to ..?

50 years down the road, is wasted that both didn't realise how short is the 50 year is or even less.

tell myself, i had the best with me, just for me,
cherish and appreciate him and hope for the next 50 year will still be him.

50 years..just too short.
Minus 2 = 48 years to go..
numbers is scary, anything involve with numbers...scary.
time, money, age...which one you fear the most.

will he be reading this..
God know.

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I never thought that so hard to be apart..
being so far from you..=(
Couldn't reach you as I want or used to be..

Miss you so much already..

Counting down for another 14 days,
It seem like forever now..

On this joyous festive season...you not with me like year before..:(
trying so hard to keep myself occupied..but it seem , there something missing.
Thing that missing is you , who not around to share and be with me ..

Called once a day from you seem not enough for me...=(
miss you dearly...

2 is better 1...

Previous entry is a little embarrassed.. :)
But from my previous entry..i truly know that I wasn't alone..and there always someone ready to be there for me..=) thanks guys..you know who you are..you so sweet..

Current life was playing not bad tone..:)
After quit Samsung ..I felt so much better..and again, like mum say..i much happier now when I back from work from the present new co. =D

I guess after all it wasn't a bad move.

Things to update:

Good new! Going to Singapore for training soon! :)
Excited yet bit nervous...not sure if i can meet the expectation of my manager..!

The boyfriend going back to his country for 3week holiday :(
Please come back soon...I'm gonna miss you ..:(

I'm on my Diet plan...For real this time...and soulmate getting so sick about me..LOL!
Is wasn't easy to on healthy diet plan, when come to food lover like me..
And i resist to take any pill and all kind of thing..healthy first!
Tablet and all that probably gonna ruined your health when u getting old..i did not wan to suffer my older year..

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Favorite song of the day :

[Heart] Taylor Swift, her song bring a lots memories to us. Her song and our love..grow together..



Especially for you baby..=)
Going to miss you bad, when you not around me...


Some picture update..!
Hardly take any picture lately..

None...

Sometime i thought i'm fine..
Normal..i got lots of friend...

But when come to this kind of situation..i feel like
I find nobody around me...
When i'm not happy..i don't have anyone to tell and talk to..
It seem like i want to find them talk and listen to me...
but i guess i know what kind of answer they gonna give me..

so i decide don't tell anyone..and keep it myself..
And i thought there's always someone special..would listen..
Even i sad or emotional without a reason..

it felt so depress ...when...there's no one...
i can't find anyone to..stay beside me and..comfort...

I feel so lonely..all of sudden...its so scary...

Contradiction

I'm will tell you exactly why would I feel this way.

Case 1 :

Most of you driving in Malaysia / KL ,
you probably can't live without one , that my conclude.
And you probably experiencing of this conflict and anger from a MOTORCYCLIST.
They are everywhere in malaysia no doubt, and u know you cant mess with them, once u in accident with them, first one to be blame is you who in a car instead of them in a small vehicle.

Why am i putting this entry, because this morning, I get Pissed off of this motorcycle..
I was driving on a emergency lane, ( and I know I shouldn't..) but is jam along the way of Taman desa heading to Federal highway,( tell me about it ) ..and im late! Fine, i drove to the emergency lane so i can go faster just like any other car. So driving all the way down, they few motorcycle give me horn? WTF??? WHy horn me?? there no sign or whatever shit showing " only motocycle " ..Fucking pissed me off, okay! you get the point...ok..! Is just that they horn me because i'm bloody blocking their way ..huhhhhh?! make sense not? cibai...

And somehow , sometime you will see some motorcycle driving on middle of the highway , slowing down other car, and we have to cut them...pissed off ok! they can basically drive on the most left lane please! so inconsiderate!

Somemore some idiot just riding here and there on the highway when there is so many car on the highway, because of them every car have to brake and slow down..! that how the jam causing..and i really hate motorcycle!!!


Case 2 :

In case, you didn't know, i came from a ' just okay' background family, ... and i wish and pray my dad will get alot business all the time...and guess what, some of you may not know...but i'm telling you this..my dad is in manufacture industry..of Helmets! HAHAHAHAHAHA

So do you see this 2 case how contractic? ? I hate there no motorcycle, but I pray and hope my dad have good business.....


Tell me about it..i will start try to love motorcyclist.
I'll try take it easy on them...=_+"