C h a m o m i l e

Is the boyfriend Birthday.

But probably my saddest , most stressful day ...I can't even express how it feel like anymore, i'm numb, couldn't tell him how I feel,
Is his birthday, didn't want to mess up his birthday.

To a point I can't even describe how i feel now.needed someone to talk to..



Back from the most relaxing trip with the boyfriend, and guess what. the island is still the same old island I been since 10 year ago :)
Is all just like a dream. and then back to the hell..

Call up andrew for solution, close friend of mine, always be there whenever I need help and felt depressed.

Don't know what else I can talk a bout, lastly..

I miss you Mr.Sim,
I miss you Bella ,
I miss you soulmate,


I'm missing you baby...















HAPPY Birthday Darling Baby...

Time to sleep, back to reality again tomorrow.

God Bless!
xoxo